"its cold out here." "yeah..." "i'd like for you to come inside ya know, get warm- and you have this lil guy..." he said, gesturing over to the little toddler shivering in my lap. "i mean i don't know..." i say, biting my lip in strong apprehension. "come on, i promise i don't bite." weighing my options this felt like the only one, but only for a minute. "okay." -2018 copyright 2018 rest in peace jahseh, you inspire me to no end. hopefully i can portray just how amazing you are to me in this story. i love you.

who knew a girl like me could end up getting married, having kids, and having a successful life with a rapper who goes by xxxtentacion? i did.