❝i promise you that I will go on. i will mourn you, a bit too long, probably, but i will keep doing what i'm doing, and i will love our family, and i will be hopeful, and happy.❞ _____ james was sick. very sick. he had been for a long while, and natalia thought things were getting better. she was wrong. [winterwidow shortstory] [mentions of attempted suicide/ self harm]

Natasha gets dragged to LA by her friend Yelena for the holidays and while her friend roams the clubs she decides to have some fun of her own with a handsome stranger met in the elevator.

Can Natasha save Bucky from his past or will his past haunt everyone he cares about?

When Natasha's past comes calling she desperately tries to hide from it. When that doesn't work she tries to ignore it, now she's running from it. Someone who she believed dead is well and truly alive and all he wants is to have her back. His jealousy gets the better of him when she rekindles the old flame between her and James and so, in an effort to protect her team mates and keep herself from under Hydra's control, she complies with his terms. Now it's a matter of time for the avengers. Can they get Natasha back? Or has she been changed forever? [completed] [First book in the White Spyder Trilogy] Disclaimer: characters, videos and photos are not mine. Only the plot is mine.

An Anastasia Winter Widow AU "If you want to pass yourself off as Bucky, you gotta be a little more friendly," she accuses. "Oh no," the Soldier grumbles. "Don't tell me this Barnes guy is some sort of cheerful do-gooder." Natalia shrugs, shifting her bag over her shoulder, then slips it off and hands it to him. He takes it with his left, the stronger arm, and stares at her. "Bucky Barnes would hold a girl's bag for her," Natalia says and the Winter Soldier glares. "Would he," he replies dryly and Natalia just smiles at him smugly and turns back around. "Come on, Mr Barnes, we're almost to the station," she says and he follows her grumpily. Find on AO3 and FF.net

{Post AOU, set between the events of Ant-Man and Civil War} Steve Rogers and Sam Wilson have both been on the hunt for The Winter Soldier- but they are both unaware that Natasha Romanoff has been tracking them as they go, trying to gather as much intel as she can, to reassure herself that her former partner was safe.

An AU where Civil War never happens, and people are friendly with each other. This is just Winterwidow fluff and smuff. Lot's of angst, but mostly fluff. Red room references. (I do not own Avengers or these characters! Not even the cover art.) Please Note: This is my first fanfic, so please don't judge too much. This fic flips between Bucky Barnes and the Winter Soldier. There's bits of both. This story is really just about Bucky and Nat being cute together, and the mental healing process.

BOOK TWO OF ETERNAL WINTER TRILOGY Once upon a December. Two bodies, two souls; were molded into weapons of destruction and vengeance. Reunited in the hush of the Russian winter. Their mantle shattered as a scourge clung to them like shadow. But, A shadow never leaves, even in darkness; It will always remain beside you. Even if it kills you. A new shadow has emerged from a dark void and it's hungry for the collapse of the infamous winter and the death of the eminent widow. Winter has only just commenced. WARNING: Explicit Language Photos used by Phil Noto