athazagoraphobia-(n.) the fear of forgetting, being forgotten or ignored, or being replaced Ashton suffers from it Luke was the reason. [one sentence each chapter and a short story] ©2016 all rights goes to aestheticlashton_

"and if I show you my dark side, will you still hold me tonight?" he became my small obsession. he became my first real crush. he became everything to me. I became his only friend. I became his shoulder to cry on. I became the only person he trusted with his darkest secret. [short story] Warning: may contain triggering thoughts such as: depression, eating disorders, suicide, self harm

Ashton is an untouched nerd and luke keeps having thoughts about ashton on his knees.

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*

Ashton Irwin; 15 years old, depressed, has social anxiety, quiet, alone, broken, Unhappy. Luke Hemmings; 17 years old, outgoing, popular, punk, funny, but Unhappy.