my mother died when she was 19. i turn 19 in 355 days. i have to tell him i love him. (on hold. i don't know if i'll finish it)

"i don't want to kiss you. not like this"

ᵕ̈♡˳೫˚∗ ❝ 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 ❞ ˗ˏˋ in which a teenage boy attempts suicide and the only person that seems to care is a boy he'd only met once ˎˊ˗ 「 𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐞 𝐱 𝐞𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞 」 「 𝐢𝐧𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲 」 「 𝟐/𝟑/𝟐𝟏 - ??/??/?? 」

ᵕ̈♡˳೫˚∗ ❝𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲❞ ˗ˏˋ in which three boys meet while on vacation in paris ˎˊ˗ 「 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐥𝐞𝐲 𝐱 𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐞 𝐱 𝐞𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞 」 「 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞 ! 」 「 𝟏𝟐/𝟐𝟒/𝟏𝟗 -?? / ?? /𝟐𝟎」

in other words: stanley meets someone willing to adapt

(ᵕ̈♡˳೫˚∗ ❝ 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 ❞ ˗ˏˋ in which richie tozier's got a cute new neighbor ˎˊ˗ 「 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐱 𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐞 」 「 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞 」 「 𝟏𝟐/𝟑𝟎/𝟏𝟕 - 𝟐/𝟐𝟕/𝟏𝟖 」

〇〜◉･*˚✧₊⁎☆⁎⁺˳✧༚〜〇 𝔚𝔢𝔩𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔱𝔬 𝔞 𝔭𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔣𝔲𝔫, 𝔪𝔢𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔰, 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔩𝔞𝔲𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔢𝔯 , 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔤𝔢𝔱 𝔪𝔶 𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔬𝔫𝔞𝔩 𝔣𝔞𝔳𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔢, 𝑭𝑬𝑨𝑹 〇〜◉･*˚✧₊⁎☆⁎⁺˳✧༚〜〇 "𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑎𝑦" "𝑊𝐻𝑌 𝐷𝐼𝐷 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐿𝐼𝐸．．．𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑑𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑦" "𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔，𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑓 𝑤𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒， 𝑖𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑡" "𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑢𝑓𝑓𝑜𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑓 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢" 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜𝑜 @𝑖𝑛𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑓 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝐼 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑟 Aʟʟ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢ ᴛᴏ Sᴛᴇᴘʜᴇɴ Kɪɴɢ Started: 06/16/22 Ended: (still in progress)

"does he hurt you?" "do i look bruised?" "that's not what i mean."

ᵕ̈♡˳೫˚∗ ❝hillside creek❞ ˗ˏˋ in which nine camp counselors endure a weekend of hell when a serial killer stalks the woodsˎˊ˗ 「 multiship 」 「 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞 ! 」 「 6/21/22 - / / 」