"Are you the devil?" "If you aren't a monster, then what are you? What can possibly be worse?" "A mad man." A Dan Howell fanfic. Warning Triggers: explicit language, sexual content, mental institutions, mental illnesses, drug use, gore. Mature content, some might find offensive. - Enjoy. ~ (Amazing cover by cliquot on Wattpad!)

In which two teenagers are paired up for a "Pen Pals" project.

HIGHEST RANKING IN Fanfiction #55, danielhowell #45, philiplester #1 Two years ago, Dan Howell was nothing but a jerk to you. A little less than two years ago, Dan Howell was your crush; known to your best friend, Phil Lester. Even lesser than two years ago, Dan Howell was your boyfriend who loved you dearly; no secrets kept. More than less of two years ago, Dan Howell took you on a trip to meet his family. A little later than that, Dan Howell was beaten in front of you by his father. That same day, Phil requested a rather stupid but smart idea. About last year, Phillip and Daniel became legal brothers. Two years later, Daniel and yourself haven't been closer, Senior year of High School. The stress of college and job acknowledgements may not be the cherry atop of the year. There will be first time "events" between you two. How will you react when most of the senior girls seem to attract Dan like a magnet? How will Dan behave when his past is tracked with abuse? How will the three of you stay close after this? //like my work? check out my Phil Lester X Reader; 'Innocent Lester' and some d&p oneshots/imagines! Please and thank you!//

HIGHEST #5 IN TAG danhowell #3 IN TAG philiplester #7 IN TAG danisnotonfire #100 IN TAG danielhowell #8 IN sophomore A/N: I do not own anyone in this story unless said otherwise! this story is so AU that the line separating an American and British lifestyle doesn't exist. I'm American myself so if you have any type of confusion, just comment a question and I'll try my best to answer. It's pretty confusing... but it's worth the risk. ALSO DAN HOWELL CAME OUT, YAY FOR HIM, LOVE THAT!! so this fic is officially dated, i apologize for any offensive things that are written here, i'm bi so i found the gay jokes funny. anyways, enjoy the story!! ** Daniel Howell. The cool, hot guy. Philip Lester. The best friend. Yourself. The one in between. //like my work? check out my Phil Lester X Reader; 'Innocent Lester' and some d&p oneshots/imagines! Please and thank you!//

he was a DANsel in distress hahahaha