"I had a feeling that I shouldn't have let you go home after you dropped me off that night. Something told me, Sabrina - don't let him go home. But I did, and I can't stop thinking why?" Her voice broke as she held the photo of her newly deceased boyfriend in her arms as she stared at the fireplace that she turned into a small shrine of him. The fire crackled and she wiped her runny nose and she looked at the photo in her hands. Sabrina ran her fingers over the glass frame and looked at the captured memory of them in his parents house for a surprise party they threw for him. She looked at him, her nose crinkled as she smiled at him, while he closed his eyes and kissed her forehead. "Shawn," she sobbed, "I miss you." Sabrina brought the photo close to her and kissed his face. As she brought it close to her face to look at him again, she noticed something in the reflection of the glass. She squinted her eyes and then gasped, dropping the photo to the floor as she turned around. "Shawn?!"

what happens after a one night stand in toronto between two strangers? #2 in shawnmendes !!!!!

“missing you came in waves, and that night you left, i drowned.”

He was so fragile, like the flowers his mother used to plant in his back garden, the ones cherry red that wilted too fast. Shawn was the cherry red flower, it was when he laid in my lap, our fingers intertwined and my arms around him, that I knew he would wilt too fast. © weepies. All rights reserved. [[TRIGGER WARNING]]

the story of model blake rossi and singer/songwriter shawn mendes continues #6 in mendes🖤 sequel to wings PLEASE READ WINGS BEFORE YOU READ THIS BOOK

[completed & under editing] 𝐞𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 ➙ 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘣𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘣𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧; 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘥 *** In which an 18 year old student has to live with quite the cocky roommate and deal with the complications of sharing accommodation with him and the fluttering of her heart whenever he's nearby. *** ©️Copyright 2018. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.com highest ranked; #1 under 'CollegeStudent'. #1 under 'Fanfiction'. #3 under 'ShawnMendesFanfiction'. #6 under 'Shawn'.

THIS BOOK IS NOT COMPLETE AND I HAVE NO PLANS OF EVER COMPLETING IT. SORRY! Book #3 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "Even if you do apologize, that doesn't mean everything if fixed. It won't just magically go back to the way things were before we broke up. We can't keep ignoring our problems, Shawn. Ignoring is exactly what got us into this situation in the first place. "I know." he sighs. "But I miss you..." "I miss you too, but what does that even mean?" I begin, sitting up. "Every time you're out of my life, I start to become a better person; I change my messed up ways. I can actually go to parties now without getting completely fucked up. I miss you so much, but Shawn? Every time you come back, so do all of my bad habits and negative ways. I try to tell myself that I don't want you, but every time I see you again, my heart races and my head hurts in the best way possible. How are we supposed to be together if we only bring out the worst in each other?" Shawn just stares at me, his tongue darting out to wet his lips before he speaks. He doesn't even realize how attractive is in the most mundane ways. I swallow hard. "We're toxic together Helaina, and we both know it, but truthfully? I don't think either of us really cares." - This book contains explicit material.

Book #2 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "What are you doing here?" I gasp, my body going numb and my face expressionless. I may appear unaffected and unbothered, but that couldn't be any farther from the truth. Shawn just shakes his head, running his hand through his hair and looking at me in an all-too-familiar way. "Hey babygirl. You know exactly what I'm doing here." - COMPLETED June 22, 2018 This book contains explicit material.

Book #1 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "Helaina, you're failing physics." Mrs. Hernandez says to me. Suddenly, the whole world starts spinning. I grab onto her desk for support, trying to calm down the best I can, but it's useless. My entire world feels as though it's falling apart before my very eyes. "I don't understand how this is possible, I-" I stutter, trying to make sense of the situation. Mrs. Hernandez cuts me off, her eyes clearly showing sympathy towards me for the situation. "Don't worry, I know you've been trying your best to avoid this and get your grade up, so I've decided to ask the person with the highest grade in the class to tutor you for an hour or two after school every day until your grades get back up." she explains, and I instantly feel slightly better. I nod, beginning to catch my breath. "Thank you so much Mrs. Hernandez, I promise I'll work as hard as possible. You won't regret this." I say, and she nods. Just as I'm about to leave the door, I turn around and ask her, "If you don't mind me asking, who's my tutor going to be?" "Shawn Mendes." she says, and just like that, the room starts spinning again and the memories of Friday night come rushing back. - COMPLETED December 15, 2017 This book contains explicit material.

Shawn Mendes receives shocking news after a carefree hook-up. He and Mallory Everett have big decisions to make as they are forced to start a life together.