1 cut for not being good enough. Another for being a mistake. A third for being a loser. A fourth for being a disappointment to Grayson. And so many more for not being able to just end it all. - You may know me from the YouTube channel I share with my twin brother, TheDolanTwins. I may seem happy and easy-going, but that's truly not the case. I'm broken inside, and I want to die. I just can't seem to get the courage to go through with it, though. Maybe it's because I'm weak. Maybe I just don't want to leave my little brother behind. Maybe I'm truly am worthless at everything. Who knows.

some people say that the most important things in life cannot be seen or even touched; they are felt with the heart. in that case, ethan didn't feel anything at all. his heart had almost become numb as a result of everything he had been through. but when an ordinary but somewhat alluring girl named jess stumbles upon ethan's rough heart, he is instantly captivated. because jess is capable of doing something no other person can do; she makes ethan's heart feel again. - cover by @korslay

"why do you always wear a hoodie?" "because if i don't, people stare." ---- But scars are not only external... they're internal too, and they go deeper than skin deep. started 6/7/17 best ranking: #49 in ethandolan

"i want to die"

Maya is a girl that gets bullied in High School and also by her twin brother Josh. She knows two guys, Ethan and Grayson Dolan, they really help her feel like herself and make her feel happy but one day it all gets too much and even Ethan and Grayson can't help her anymore.

"i want nothing to do with you ethan, so please, never talk to me again." or the one where ethan tries to win hailey back after he's broken her heart, and hailey tries to convince herself she's gotten over him. [texting story, lowercase intended] completed november 13, 2017

I'm just a girl, depressed, sad, alone. No one can help. Not even my best friends. (If you are sensitive with suicide, cutting, or anything related. I wouldn't recommend this story)

She was broken. He tries to fix her.

Loneliness. Sadness. Depression. These are all emotions 15 year old Brittany experiences and journals about on a daily basis. She feels that no one cares anymore and that she is unlovable. Her best friend starts bullying her with the help of her boyfriend, Grayson Dolan. Ethan, his twin, becomes friends with Britt, but can he even begin to help this drowning girl? **TRIGGER WARNING** Frequent mentions of depression and suicide thoughout most of the book so please don't read if you are easily triggered. I don't want anyone getting hurt <3

Katherine is just a 15 year old who wants nothing but to be normal, but is sadly not getting things she hopes for. she gets bullied by the dolan twins, Ethan and Grayson. They abuse her and she doesn't know why, it has been happening since 6th grade. she self harms herself, but keeps it hidden. she has this little book of sketches and reasons why she thinks what the twins and other people call her is true. One day she bumps into someone on her way to school, they exchange numbers and start to hang out more, will this be the first time she's happy in a while with someone who doesn't bully her? But she's afraid that he'll turn his back on her and bully her too, so Katherine has her walls up and she's making it hard on everyone who tries and knock them down. What happens when her friend finds out that Katherine self harms. will he leave her and bully her or help her stop? Read more to find out & also enjoy Don't read this if you self harm it may be triggering.