Genre: Erotic Romance/BDSM AU Tone: Darkly intimate, psychological, emotionally charged Chi doesn't believe in safety - not in the way most people do. Haunted by trauma and hollowed out by survival, she lives in silence, craving a kind of pain that feels like control. When she finds a message from two Dominants seeking one submissive to serve them both, her body responds before her mind can rationalize it. Tristian and Kai don't coddle. They don't compromise. They want everything - her obedience, her submission, her pain. They promise structure, protection, ownership - and the freedom only complete surrender can bring. What begins as a trial agreement quickly spirals into something deeper, darker, and more honest than any of them expected. For Chi, it's a chance to reclaim her body. For Tristian and Kai, it's a change to break someone beautifully. But in a world of whips, silence, scars, and trust, nothing stays on the surface for long. Somewhere between pain and care, discipline and devotion, three broken edges begin to fit. But to belong fully, Chi must be willing to lose everything - including who she used to be. TRIGGER WARNINGS: - Sexual Trauma (past, discussed and remembered) - PTSD symptoms (dissociation, flashbacks, panic) - BDSM practices including: sadomasochism, 24/7 power exchange, impact play, consensual non consent (CNC), breath play, orgasm control, humiliation, restraint -blood play (later chapters) - Explicit erotic scenes with psychological intensity - Discussions of consent, power, and emotional boundaries - Identity loss/erosion as part of consensual dynamic -Complex power imbalances (negotiated but intense) - Emotional break downs and psychological unraveling All scenes follow safe, sane, consensual (SSC) and/or risk-aware consensual kink (RACK) principles, even when characters are navigating blurred emotional spaces

Stefanie, ein stinknormales Mädchen, die bei ihrer Mutter lebt und noch keine Ahnung von ihrer Zukunft hat. Eines Tages zieht sie nach New York zu ihrem Vater und von da an wusste sie noch nicht, was sie dort erwarten wird. Lest selbst😏

New York City . Ich war ein 8 Mädchen als meine Mutter an Krebs stab. Als ich 11 Jahre alt war bin ich mit meinem Dad Nach New York gezogen . Er hat gehoft das ich durch mein Trauma vergass den ich erlebt hab . Ich hab mich an die Stadt gewöhnt und hab neue Freunde gefunden . Doch an meinem 14 . Geburtstag geschah etwas das mein Leben komplett veränderte....