i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

phan // in which two boys who are definitely toxic for each other decide to not care

"Why are you always so sad and gloomy?" "What's so wrong with being sad?" "Everything."

(Phan) Phil made fun of him the first time they met and Dan isn't going down easily with his shitty personality. However everything changes when one got too close and personal just to avoid a possible shit storm (this is cliché af)

Dan has set a date. He will wait 6 months and if his life isn't better by then he will end it. Just days after planning this he meets Phil. Things get worse at first, and Dan continues to feel worthless. Can Phil save him before its too late? Triggers: self harm, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety, eating disorders. Phan fluff <3 no sex but all the homo -This is a longer version of my creative writing piece -

"When you feel like you're just stuck in a hole, it's your Wonderwall that saves you." Dan signs himself into a mental hospital after he has suicidal thoughts. Once there he meets Phil, his shy roommate. He will do anything and everything to get Phil out of his shell. ~ inspired by the film "it's kind of a funny story" but the plot is quite different ~ (Grammar editing in progress)

Dan Howell is popular. He's also been released from an eating disorder clinic a few months ago. Only one of his friends know about it, at least thats what he thinks. He goes to a party and wakes up to a text from an unknown number. One simple word: Eat! Phil Lester isn't popular but he's no unpopular. He notices someone though, a boy who never eats (at school at least). One day he goes to a party and gets the number of this boy so he can text him one word. Will Phil ever reveal who he is to Dan?

Social anxiety ridden Phil Lester meets socially active, energetic, Dan Howell in his film class.

In which Dan's an arsonist and Louise thinks he needs more friends.

"I was a king under your control" "But I was a slave under your control." --------------------------------------------------------------------- Dan is Prince of Evernon, soon to be king. He is trying to choose the right people to do the right jobs and is still waiting for his maiden to find him. Phil is a magician and is the assistant to the head of The Black Enigmas, a group of specials wanting to bring down the king and release all the specials from the dungeons and out of slavery. He gets sent on a 'track and report' mission to find information and plot where and what to do at the attack. He tries to do what he is asked, but Phil can't control his emotions around his target. Started: [12th March 2016] Finished: [5th August 2016] copyright; findingliguori 2016 cover by; @gotsuen