[BEFORE YOU READ THIS STORY READ ALL THE TAGS. ALL OF THEM] Rin Okumura is fed up. He is fed up with school. He is fed up with Life. He is fed up with everything. He just wishes that he could leave it all behind. Even after he had successfully saved everyone back in Kyoto from the impure king, it still isn't enough to regain his so called friends trust and kindness. Everyone from Assiah had turned his back on him, including Yukio. What happens when he is given an opportunity to leave it all behind? Will he take the opportunity? How will his ex-friends react to his decisions? Blue Exorcist along with any original characters belong to Kazue Kato. I also do not own the cover art, credit goes to creator of the artwork. (Whoever that may be) Blue Exorcist Fan fiction. Trigger warnings: -Depression -Suicidal thoughts -Slight self harm -Suicide attempt -Gay moments -There will be some Amaimon x Rin but it's slight and not the main focus. So if that disappoints you you may leave calmly and quietly thank you very much If any of those upset you I would not recommend reading this. @fangirlBlueExorcist helped with the creation of this story Which means she owns half of this story, along with me since we both worked on it.

Blue Exorcist AU Warning: Mpreg. Sexual content. Non-con elements. Drug use. Mental illness. Extreme violence. Mentions of abuse. Ryuji Suguro is a heart throb for the ladies of True Cross University. The young quarterback had what seemed like the perfect life. Money. Cars. Women. Not to mention he was smart as hell! Sadly, Rin Okumura had none of those. He even sucked in school. No matter how hard he tried, life always handed him crap. Until he makes an unlikely friend out of Ryuji.

| Completed | Trapped. That's all Rin felt. No one other than Yukio knew about his claustrophobia. How will the Exwires react when they find out after a mission goes wrong? Will Yukio be able to help him? I do not own Blue Exocist

What happens after Rin Okumura loses all control during his battle with Amianon? What if his friends continue to shun him instead of trying to comfort him or be his friends again? Read to find out how Rin deals with all of this. I do not own Blue Exorsist. Any pictures I show here do not belong to me (unless I otherwise state so) All characters belong to the original creator

It's mating season and Rin's first year of being a demon is making it really hard to control himself.

This is a sad blue exorcist story. None of the esquires forgave Rin. Warning there is violence and mature scenes. Read at your own risk.

What if one of the conditions to let Rin live was not only that he pass the exorcist exam in six months, but that he would also have to spend two weeks with the Vatican to 'prove he's not dangerous?' Will he still be the same person after? Set after the Amaimon attack. Based off the manga, but no spoilers because the only scene I took from it is the trial. No pairings *so far.* Started ~ September 9th, 2017

Rin knew what it felt like to be betrayed and he was used to it by now, he just wasn't used to it hurting this much--why did it have to hurt so much? Set after the Camping Trip Arc. Not your common cliche. Warning: Depression, Angst, Language

Everyone always saw him as this happy-go-lucky, shameless, ignorant little boy. Sure, he wasn't smart, but he wasn't ignorant. He knew and understood what he was, what was going on. He knew he was the son of Satan. He knew he killed the only man he knew as 'father'. He knew he had to pretend that he was happy, for his brother's sake. He knew he had to pretend he was strong, to protect everyone he cared about. He knew he'd have to play this strong, kind, loyal, joking character. This character that was only a part of him. But he wasn't happy. He wasn't strong. He was Rin. Rin Okumura.

Will Rin accept Mephisto's offer to him? Or will he turn it down? If he accepts what will happen? If he turns it down what would happened?