It's the lake in November, and the move closer to the ocean, and Gerard's fixation, and Gerard's compulsions like tidal waves dragging him down, and Mikey's more distant than ever: like they're drifting out into the middle of the ocean, whereas Gerard's just stuck there: water turning to quicksand around him, drowning. And it's the letter; Frank finds it on the floor of the boys' bathroom on the first floor. It's dropped in accident, perhaps from a pocket or something, and it's drenched in what Frank hopes is tap water, and the words: scrawled in blue ink are difficult to make out as the words join together in a fuzzy inky mess. The only paragraph legible is the final one, and even still, it barely is: 'I've been underwater for a long time now, but I'm not drowning, I'm beginning to think I can breathe like this, but I can't, I'm gasping for breath, and I have to do this, Mikey, I have to end this myself. I'm going to the lake on the 1st of November, don't wait for me... I'm not coming back.' And the name signed at the bottom is little more than a smudged mess of blue ink, and there's nothing Frank can do about it, but he knows for certain that the one thing he can't do is ignore this letter, and he reminds himself of that as he folds it into his pocket. It's a suicide note, Frank's stupid, but not stupid enough to brush over that fact, and whoever this person is, Frank knows that they most certainly don't deserve to die. And Frank isn't going to let them. Because he's going to find this person; he's got time now at least, and he can save them, he will save them - Frank promises himself that. But one person in a whole school, it's like a needle in a haystack, but he's got time, it's November 1st in thirty days, and he can only hope that it will be enough. He's got one month: the date is October 1st.

You say "I love you, boy" I know you lie I trust you all the same I don't know why 'Cause when my back is turned My bruises shine Our broken fairytale So hard to hide I still believe it's you and me 'til the end of time ~~~ Dom/Sub Relationship *trigger warning for abuse, homophobia, depression, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions* Completed

Raccooneggs ff racc x reader (This book has been republished due to a glitch in watt pad if you have read before it may be a little different the A/N's are gone) You where always special well because you could see the amount of days people had left to live. But it was always the same they had 70 years to live blah blah blah but one day a new kid came and he had 11 days too live what will you do? (All writing is not intended to offend Raccooneggs or anyone else) [Completed]✅ these marks show edited chapters chapters may have it but spelling may not be checked ALL PICTURES BELONG TO THE OWNER THIS BOOK WAS HEAVILY INSPIRED BY A BTS SUGA FF BOOK CALLED 12 DAYS SO CREDIT TO THE OWNER AND WRITER OF THAT BOOK

In which Gerard is self repulsive and can't believe his little brother forced him to leave his room. That is, until he meets a cute baker that has just the right amount of tattoos. [COMPLETED] + [POOR EDITING WHOOPS]

this isn't like those annoying books where its one picture per chapter and the author puts something totally irrelevant to the picture as a caption... there's like more than 5, some have 20 pics in each chapter so you don't have to go to the next chapter every three seconds. Enjoy✨

A lot of people requested an art book so here it is! Enjoy! Warning: contains some NSFW art. Please note that requests are currently closed.

Dan wanted to be pretty (TW: death/eating disorders/depression) Also im not good at covers if you wanna make me one thats great (@phan-tabulousphil on tumblr) Sorry for the promo but I need Current cover by Danspillow

phan au. - -inspired by 'transgender' and 'call me dan' - - started:september 23 2015 ended:december 10 2015

Frank's fucked. There's a hot red head that takes his train and oh my God.

In which Gerard is an awkward fuck who likes women's clothing more than he probably should and Frankie is the drag queen who has stolen Gerard's heart. There is only one problem-Frankie doesn't know Gerard exists, and Gerard isn't doing anything to correct that unfortunate oversight, no matter how badly he wants to. ~~~ Drag Queen AU Completed