"Maybe she's not here, maybe she's out there somewhere in this world. I want to find her." I shook my head and chuckled, "You're crazy, Niall." "Maybe you're right. I am crazy. But I'm not going to sit here and wait for her to come around, if she comes around or not. I'm going to look for her, Peyton. I know she's out here somewhere... So are you coming or not?" ----------------- Peyton has always been in love with Niall. There's one problem: he is her best friend. What happens when Niall asks her to travel the world with him to look for 'the one'? *Dead Stars is being edited.

in which niall has cancer and is awaiting death.

Evie Jones was seemingly in tact. Her life was a representation of perfection. Niall Horan was seemingly self-assured. His life a representation of indifference. On the outside, they were ideal; in no way flawed. But that was the outside- A mirage of falsity. Evie and Niall were platonic. An innocent friendship between two neighbours. But what happens when the outside walls begin to crumble and their built up perfections vanish? Will they step away? Or will they find love and stay? Niall Horan AU - this is fiction. *NOT TRANSLATING* This story will deal with issues that may cause personal triggers - depression, anxiety, and other mental disorders. If you struggle with any of these things, don't hesitate to talk to someone (a professional). You are loved and have a purpose.

Nothing Lasts Forever. That's what I was told growing up and it's what I believed. My family was always happy when I grew up but my mother raised me to believe that I didn't and shouldn't need to depend on anyone in life for my own happiness or anything for that matter. Strangely enough, it led me to never attaching myself to people. Now that I'm in college and as independent as I can be, I feel things start to change for me but I can't break my old habits as much as I wish I could. It scares me. It's something I've never imagined before. I guess this is my greatest downfall. Maybe it is him. -=+ Oct. 2013 +=-

We were watching movies, just having a casual afternoon, so how did I end up pregnant with my best friend's baby?