I'm inlove with a nerd??!!

"can someone explain to me what the hell is wrong with me when I'm with that guy?? yes the nerd one!!! I mean how could I, a rebel, be inlove with him, a nerd! not that I'm complaining but he can be attractive and cut and han-......... see!!!! I'm daydreaming of how cu-..... I give up!!! yeah yeah I'm inlove with a ne...