Rin has always been sick. He has always kept it hidden, never wanting his friends or brother to worry. As the symptoms get worse, only one person notices.

*Sequel to The Masks We Hide Behind* They hated him for living. They hated him for being born. They hated him for wanting to live. They hated him for loving.

[BEFORE YOU READ THIS STORY READ ALL THE TAGS. ALL OF THEM] Rin Okumura is fed up. He is fed up with school. He is fed up with Life. He is fed up with everything. He just wishes that he could leave it all behind. Even after he had successfully saved everyone back in Kyoto from the impure king, it still isn't enough to regain his so called friends trust and kindness. Everyone from Assiah had turned his back on him, including Yukio. What happens when he is given an opportunity to leave it all behind? Will he take the opportunity? How will his ex-friends react to his decisions? Blue Exorcist along with any original characters belong to Kazue Kato. I also do not own the cover art, credit goes to creator of the artwork. (Whoever that may be) Blue Exorcist Fan fiction. Trigger warnings: -Depression -Suicidal thoughts -Slight self harm -Suicide attempt -Gay moments -There will be some Amaimon x Rin but it's slight and not the main focus. So if that disappoints you you may leave calmly and quietly thank you very much If any of those upset you I would not recommend reading this. @fangirlBlueExorcist helped with the creation of this story Which means she owns half of this story, along with me since we both worked on it.

After being cruelly rejected by his friends when they find out he is the son of Satan, Rin Okumura has a talk with Mephisto and decides to leave everyone he knows behind. Two years later, the students of the cram school run across him again, and are unsure about how to deal with the person he has become.

YAOI!! Smexy smexy Rin is topped by multiple partners (mostly Bon though... DIE HARD BONxRIN fan... I SHIP THEM... SOOO MUCH...). Don't like don't read. MA15+... Actually make that MA18+ my mind knows no boundaries. So if u don't like don't read. Simples. CAN'T HANDLE THE YAOIS （≧∇≦）∑(ﾟДﾟ) heart explodes... ♪('ε｀ )

This takes place a while after the Mephyland incident. Rin notices a strange black tattoo that glows a faint blue when he's near demons. Yukio finds out and tells him the meaning of the 'totally cool' tattoo.

For the first time in his life, Rin finally had friends. He had people who he could rely on, people he could trust. And one camping trip destroyed that. He never asked to be the son of Satan. He never asked to be cursed with these blue flames. And he certainly never asked to be hated by everyone he cared about. With his friends calling him a demon and his brother threatening to shoot him every 5 minutes will he be pushed to the brink? And can a certain rooster-haired bastard be able to bring him back? Trigger Warning: Suicidal thoughts and actions, self hate, depression, etc.

That one day changed his life forever. A mission gone wrong. His mind falling apart. His memories being rearranged. Will he remember what happened to him? Remember the truth? Will he find someone to trust, to help him in his troubles? Or will he be betrayed by everyone he cares for?

80,030 words: Rin experienced some horrible things when he was younger, and keeps the secret for over nine years. Yukio knows something is wrong, but no matter what he does, he can't get his brother to tell him. When the twins and the cram school are sent on a mission that requires them to stay at the monestary, will everything come out?