[Finished] It's the night of James' and Brandi's wedding. But there are some things left unsaid... And Ben is questioning himself... He is confused and he doesn't know why... What is he feeling... And why is he feeling the way he feels? [Brassells Bromance]

Ben Bruce is battling his thoughts alone in his head. There is only one person who truly makes him happy. The drummer for Asking Alexandria, Ben's best friend, but more importantly his crush, James Cassells. Ben is in his own sad state knowing that James will never share the same feelings. He is a nervous, anxious, and depressed mess with Danny leaving, Denis joining, and the pressure of keeping his little crush a secret from the lads. How much longer will Ben be able to hold himself together?

Ben Bruce x James Cassells one shot. "So, sweety, if you ever feel sad like daddy used to be, all you have to do is tell us," my dad stated, trying to explain depression to a six year old. I shook my head yes and smiled at my dad and daddy. Nine years later I think back on that conversation and tell myself that it's easier said than done...

Ben can barely walk through the same halls of his school. The same halls his ex-boyfriend, Danny, used to walk down. Danny left without a word, leaving Ben a depressed mess with no friends and no protection from the school's bullies. What happens when someone intervenes with Ben's depressive life, trying to give him something to live for?

Ben is the sarcastic kid with a haunting past. James is the snobby kid with a short temper. They already try to keep out of each others way, but when a college trip forces them to stay together, the tables completely turn. Will Ben get even more hurt, or will James change his attitude and try to help?

[Finished] ~Denis laughed as well. Same old shit no one ever was getting tired of. He laughed. Damn, he was good at this... Lying... ~ Denis is hiding something... And it seems like no one notices... And it seems like no one cares... Seriously... Who could ever care about him? [boyxboy] [Brustoff] WARNIGS: This fanfiction includes swearing, depression, eating disorder