"manihlapinatapai" (n). a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other one would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin ------------------------ all you have ever known was pain; the pain of losing everything and everyone. so you decided to shut it off and shut everybody out, but little did you know you'd find yourself struggling to regain that power when you come across the most feared man in the galaxy. power runs through him, he feeds off it. but so do you. •suggested 17+ •mature content •trigger warning

I died. But I'm alive. If that makes sense. Alice was killed in a robbery but she didn't really die, a vampire, saved her. When she is introduced to the cult, she meets Xander. Young. Sexy. Unlovable. Broken. Can Alice's compassion and love fix Xander's shattered heart? Or will Xander break her?