After an incident three months ago and her parent's divorce, Reina Caverly finds a way to cope: cutting herself. Her mother's a workaholic, her sister is an out of control teenage girl, and her dad disappeared from the face of the planet. She can't even tell her two best friends, Joshua and Megan, about her problems. Then she meets young and mysterious Calvin Young about to commit suicide by jumping from her school's rooftop which surprised Reina. He's rich; he's handsome for his age, and does well at school, so why? Why would someone who has everything want to kill himself? Everyone has a dark secret, even Calvin who seems to have the world. Can Reina and Calvin learn to speak up about their issues? Can they find their reasons to live? ______ "One day you'll leave me. You don't want a girl with a rape story," I said as I desperately tried to stop my sobs and hiccups. "You deserve someone who is prettier and more stable then me." "Mon ange ," he whispered to me lightly as he held my tear-stained face. I looked at him and my breath shortened as I met his intense look. "I don't want anyone else," he said, "because I just want you." ______ WARNING: Story contains rape, self-harm, and suicidal ideation.

a collection of poems I wrote while going through the worst of my anorexia. If any of these sound familiar you might have read one on tumblr which i posted about two years ago, and then other people also put those on IG. All the poems belong to me, and I'm in the process of getting them copy-writed so seriously don't steal without credit The cover pic is of me IG: @jewel.amarie

I'm 18 years old, in the peak of my Eating Disorder and very much want to share my story. The horror of a never ending battle. I write mainly for myself, one day I'll probably forget much of the wild things I've done, but then again; How can I ever forget the last 5 years of torture, and the years still to come...

these are some songs to help you through the night, to make you feel less alone <3