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With You // phan au by derpyphan
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|Their lives are better when they're together| (taking a break, dm on insta @zestydino) Character Background: [Dan] Your typical emo, edgy teenager. He suffers from severe depression, anxiety and has taken on life threatening eating habits. He has to cope with his unsupportive, abusive, alcoholic parents while taking care of his little brother, Peep. [Phil] Just a 'go with the flow' kind of guy. Owns that black emo fringe that everyone wants. He tries everything he can to make himself happy, even if it means giving up. Phil just wants a "real" friend. He's lonely. [Calum] He may be a very irresponsible drug dealer but he is always there for you no matter what, even if you're strangers. WARNING// drug use abuse fluffy stuff self harm
You're Driving Me Crazy - Phan by dil-finds-phan
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You're Driving Me Mental sequel. Phil is slowly going insane. Well, more 'insane' then he previously thought he was. Dan is definitely more 'insane' then before, making Phil, the supporting boyfriend, want to look after him. One day Phil snaps and walks out on Dan, moving in with his parents for a while. Feeling guilty, he goes back home, unaware of what he had caused. You don't have to read the other book for this one to make any sense.
A Story. (Phan) by huhuhphangirling
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just a simple phanfic, for times way past your bedtime, when you run out of all good ones, i got you :) ps.: dont forget to vote you cunts
Everything Is Ephemeral - phan by phanci
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Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.
The lying llama // Phan (COMPLETED 10/12/16) by phandildanphil
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**TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, ABUSE, etc*** COMPLETED 10/12/16 Dan walks into class one day with a black eye, a burst lip and bruises and cuts up his arm. What is he hiding from Phil?
FanBoy| Phan by negansjacket
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Dan Howell is an average FanBoy of the well known Youtuber AmazingPhil. Like everyone else, he stalks Phil on twitter, goes to his shows and one day gets to meet him. But when Phil sees dan, he isn't like everyone else. He's different, he's special.. [TW: talks of suicide]
call me dan ➳ phan by alex-dawson
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just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}
transgender ➳ phan by alex-dawson
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my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)
Bluebird; Phan by LvckyPhanfics
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An unlikely tale of odd affection and baffling fondness between a pair of outcasts in a ramshackle orphanage comes to be plagued by tragedy when they move away to the green idleness of Scotland. Six years scuttle by, and all that was promised to remain simple is replaced by the ugly misfortune of dirty secrets, traumatic yesterdays and Phil Lester's forbidden feelings for Dan Howell.
stained (phan) || book #1 by audrat
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*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell, a shy boy with flowers in his hair and nail polish on his fingers. Friendless and full of anxiety, he remains alone, until said serial killer with tattoos and piercings sits right next to him in the same support group. Phil finds himself falling for Dan when his mission is to kill him, and he wants to get close, even if that means spilling the unwanted truth- and a bit of blood. (punk!phil meets pastel!dan) [rated R for language and violence/gore]