"I just wanna feel something"

Miles is nervous and quiet. He graduated early to escape the bullying and chaos of high school, but adulthood hasn't offered the escape he had hoped for. Isolated and adrift, he struggles with panic attacks, loneliness, and memories that refuse to stay buried. His world shifts when he meets Atticus. Confident, kind, and impossible to ignore. Miles quickly begins to crave the connection he never thought he deserved. As their relationship deepens, so does Miles's hope that maybe someone could love him enough to help him heal, but the past has a way of catching up. Because love, as beautiful as it is, doesn't always drown out the noise, and silence can be louder than anyone realizes. Set against a backdrop of late-night parties, quiet heartbreaks, and moments of painful honesty, Loud Silence is a slow-burning, coming-of-age story about identity, survival, and the terrifying hope of letting someone in. This is the first long-form story I've ever written. I would love feedback as long as it's respectful. This story has been swirling around my head for years, and I'm excited to finally fight against my own anxiety and put it out into the world. ⚠️ Trigger & Content Warning ⚠️ Loud Silence contains boy x boy romance and deals with heavy mental health themes, including depression, anxiety, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse (emotional, physical, and sexual), sexual identity struggles, and death. I do everything I can to portray these themes honestly and respectfully. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Best rankings: #1 in gaypride #1 in boyxboyromance #1 in mental health #6 in gay #12 in gaylovers #17 in boyxboyromance #30 in gaypride #26 in anxietyattacks #76 in homosexual

Liam has had it rough all his life. A father with a new family who wants nothing to do with him. A drug addicted mother with an abusive boyfriend. A school full of bullies. Liam struggles to keep going. That is until he meets Jason, the high school drop out.

Eli Parker keeps his head down - at school, he's bullied; at home, he's broken. His father-abusive and an alcoholic. His only escape is the sketchbook he never lets go. Then Rafe Torres shows up. The new kid with a bad reputation and a quiet heart. His aunt isn't much around to care what he does and doesn't. He sees Eli , really sees him - and offers something Eli's never had: safety....and maybe love As their bond grows in silence , Eli begins to wonder if there's more to life than just surviving. But love can't always save you. Not from everything.

PSA: This story isn't meant for the feign of heart. It may be triggering in many ways. It deals with physical and emotional abuse, depression, self harm, suicide idealization, and many more possible triggering things. Stand alone, but part of the Better With You World.

Rocco and Jak have both made it to University but what happens when they both meet again at Starbucks after not talking to each other for months? And what happens when life takes a turn for the worse again? (I suck at descriptions but read it thx)

Lucas Sawyer has gotten used to being forgotten. His twin brother Mark, captain and star quarterback, everyone's favorite, gets the spotlight. Lucas doesn't drink, he doesn't smoke, he doesn't go to parties. His life is safe and logical, and that's exactly how he likes it. But when his brother's football rival and worst enemy, Damien Castillo, starts work at the same small bakery, everything changes. Damien is Lucas' worst nightmare: an arrogant heartbreaker with a bad reputation, who threatens to ruin all his careful plans. Lucas hates him. Right? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story was inspired by @hipstateasee's "Knight", and I have her permission. All credit to her for the great premise!

*THE EDITED VERSION OF THIS BOOK IS ON TAPAS* THIRD BOOK OF "HIS ALPHA" SERIE, CAN BE READ AS A STAND ALONE, BUT CONTAIN SPOILERS AND MAY BE CONFUSING. I STRONGLY RECOMMEND TO READ "HIS ALPHA" AND "HIS BETA" BEFORE. Elijah Vinali is an omega adopted by Alexander and Samuel. After his parents' death, everything changed. He became a loner and is bullied by the other children and his younger brothers. He never told his new parents and soon he was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. He already set his mind on moving to another country to escape his inner demons when he grow older and he can't wait to finally be free from all the pain. Mikael Moon and Jaydon Moon are Alphas and are Alexander's and Samuel's biological sons. Even though they are younger than Elijah by six years, they always bully him for some reasons. When the omega go away to study in another country, they can't help but think of the real reasons behind their past behavior. Do they really hate him? And if not, what will they do now that Elijah is gone? Also, what if their behavior wasn't the only thing scaring the omega away?

*THE EDITED VERSION OF THIS BOOK IS ON TAPAS* Samuel Wolf, a low-life omega who gets abused by his pack at home and by his bullies at school, can't take it anymore when his dad rapes him at 18 years old. After this event, he decides to run away and never come back. He thinks that nobody is going to want him as a mate and that he'll be rejected. Now that he has run away, he's homeless and penniless... Alexander Moon is the Alpha of the biggest and strongest pack in the world, the Black Moon's. He's 25 years old and hasn't met his mate yet even though you normally find your mate at 18... He always acts cold and heartless but inside he's a big teddy bear who just wants a mate and be able to cherish them. Oh and he's very possessive of who he loves. What happens when Alexander decides to host a ball to find his mate...

*THE EDITED VERSION OF THIS BOOK IS ON TAPAS* THIS IS THE BOOK 2 OF "HIS ALPHA", CAN BE READ AS A STAND ALONE BUT I STRONGLY RECOMMEND YOU TO READ BOOK 1 FIRST, CONTAIN SPOILERS. Maxime Hills is an omega. When his parents, a rogue couple, discovered his second gender they immediately sold him to the Alpha of the Red Sea pack. There, he lived a life full of abuse and work. In this pack, the omega were view as punching bag and slave. They were forced to clean the pack's mansion and cook for the others. When the Alpha of the pack tried to rape him, he finally decided that he couldn't stay anymore. James Silvest is the Beta of the Black Moon pack. His best friend is the pack's Alpha. James haven't found his mate yet and is starting to give up on it. What happen when a sassy white haired boy is found half dead on the pack's border?