This is my first time writing, I got inspiration from some other smut books I read but I try my best not to copy anyones and create my own. I hope you like it and please excuse any mistakes I may have made (grammar, spelling etc.)

18+, lemon, smut, whatever you wanna call it. It's just inappropriate, okay?

If Only I Could Make My Death Wish Come True... BTS x DepressedReader

A long night has just begun, after releasing their new song, you decide to throw a small celebration party for them. The night goes on and the members begin to get tipsy, wanting you, they decide to play a game..

You move to a new town, a new school, a new start. You enjoy the fresh air of escape, when you find yourself being targeted by the king of the school. A blonde boy with a bad attitude .

Rem and Jimin were best friends until they finally admitted to each other that they loved each other but then Jimin had to move to the US and Rem chased him but will he recognize her? "I don't want to feel love anymore"😔😭 "I'm hurt"😓 "You liar!"💔

|COMPLETED| It all started by accidentally bumping into this guy~ He had a weird name, Yellow, to be precies. Meeting him it caused me to almost getting shot. But- What's with these color names? They all had a different one. Black being the one that piqued my interest most. After a while F/N started to get to know them better and may have discovered more than was wanted. By a messed up meeting her best friend got tangled in~ now she has to try and hide herself... Or maybe not? Will she stick with them and most importantly the one she loves the most, or is she gonna find out things that will drive her till the end and make her leave him? - Book1 25-07-2018 = #1 Mafiaau ⚠️VULGAR LANGUAGE, GRAFIC SCENES AND MATURE CONTENT!!! Started: somewhere in September or October 2017 Finished: June 10th 2019 READ THIS!: If you want to correct my grammer please do it in a nice way! You you I really appreciate and I hope you enjoy reading my book!❤️ Credits for photos and videos used in this book go out to the rightful owner as they are not mine. The storyline is my own original idea so please do not copy it!

The title says it all^^ **TRIGGER WARNING** Can I just say our boys are doing so well and they're so gorgeous I can't relate. Relatively fast updates but at times, expect me to be dead for a few days ㅜㅜ

In a world where Kim (Y/N) is Bangtan's little sister~ |Book 1| ***Highest Rankings: #55 In Fanfiction on October 12, 2017 ; #9 in "rapmonster" on May 10, 2018 ; #1 in "suga" on June 3, 2018 ; #1 in "j-hope" on July 10, 2018*** ///Reached 1 Million reads on October 9, 2018, and I couldn't thank my lovely cherubs enough./// ///Reached 2 Million reads on December 23, 2019. I owe it all to my cherubs :'))///

Y/N tries to reconnect with her family but it doesn't go as she wanted and now she is a depressed, mute 17 year old girl. When Bangtan are looking to adopt and help her, will she accept the help? What happens when it gets too much for her after one of the members snap. And, will she find true love? (Cover made by me. Under mature because of self harm, suicide, depression, eating disorders, abuse, neglect and anxiety.) Completed DISCLAIMER: I wrote this when I was 11/12 and in one of the worst depressions I've experienced. This story was an outlet for my sadness and confusion. The writing is not my best, if you want to read a story which is thought out and has chapters I am personally proud of, please check out Save Me. Enjoy Talk To Me!