I'm a dumb teen boy, I eat sticks and rocks and mud. I don't care about the government and I really need a hug. I feel stupid. Ugly. Pretend it doesn't bother me. I'm not very strong, but I'll fuck you up if you're mean to bugs. --------- Alexander is a 14 year old freshman in high school who has never had friends. He has bugs. And that's all he talks to. The bugs are his best friends. --------- It's getting cold, down here underneath the weather. Skipped a class to sit with you, I really like your spotty sweater. If ladybugs are girls, how do you make kids together? What's it like in a female world? I bet it's just so much better. I just turned 14, and I think this year I'm gonna be mean. Don't mess with me, I'm a big boy now and I'm very scary. I punch my wall, stay out at night, and I do karate. Don't message me, cause I won't reply, wanna make you cry. Ain't that how it's supposed to be? No it's isn't me, Boys Will Be Bugs, right? I'm a dumb teen boy, all I wanna do is quit. My mom told me that she is worried and I couldn't give a shit. I have friends who understand me, their names are spider, beetle, bee. They don't say much, but they have always listened to me. The other boys at school think it's cool to hate your parents. But they're lying all the time, the bugs advise that I should let them. And if you wanna cry, make sure they never see it. Even better yet, block it out and never feel it. I just turned 14, and I think I know everything. Don't mess with me, I'm a big boy now and I'm very scary. I punch my wall, stay out at night, and I do karate. Don't message me, cause I won't reply, wanna make you cry. Ain't that how it's supposed to be? No it isn't me, Boys Will Be Bugs, right? Just turned 14, and I think this year I'm gonna be mean. Just turned 14, and I think I know everything. Just turned 14, and I think the world revolves around me.

an apocalypse au for dead american founding fuckbois!

Alexander Hamilton has a disorder that no one really knows or has heard about. He pushes his friends away. He pushes everything away. (def snatched something from @DaNevGal but in my defense i wrote this a few months after i read Their Differences and then i reread it and was like shoot sis. and i also wrote this like 3 months ago :) )

Alexander Hamilton is adopted by the Washingtons, along with Lafayette. They're both starting 10th grade, but for Alexander, it's a brand new school. Lafayette's best friend, John Laurens, has piqued Alexander's mind. But when Alexander meets him in person, he falls head over Converses. This story is a Hamilton Highschool AU that takes place in the present, which WAS 2017. It only follows mainly Alexander's thoughts and emotions. (Switching to other POVs for jokes and plot.) Was written about high school by someone who had not yet been in high school. So middle schoolers reading this, do not hold your expectations so high. !! READ AT YOUR DISCRETION! I WROTE THIS IN 2016-18 AND IT DOES NOT REPRESENT WHO I AM TODAY! Thank you. !! ⚠️TIGGERS: Suicide (attempts), self-harm, mentions of abuse, homophobic slur, mention of r*pe in Ch 16 and after, and there are probably more. Twelve-year-old me is not responsible for your triggers. ⚠️ There is also cussing. Problem? Leave. All said aside, I hope you enjoy. :))