Each day it's like an overdose with you in my eyes, my heart won't stop beating for you it's like you're an addictive drug that I can't keep away from. I try and try to tell myself that it's not what it is. I need some times alone and stop myself from loving you so much but how can I stop? A placebo is a unharmful deceiving pill that helps us think what we want and believe what we want and it's exactly what I want and what I need, "Deceive me this one time is all I'm asking for." It's all up in my mind. I don't love her but my heart says so otherwise. I let myself be deceive not knowing that it'd already happened. It's no placebo effect, it's reality. A short story of a young boy who fell in love for the first time and doesn't know what those feelings are called. He thinks he's going crazy. Love is a powerful word and it's a scary pain. Once you're in you can't get out. He loves a girl who he thinks doesn't know that he exist. Everyday he watches her smile from a far and inside he was screaming. He tells himself that he don't love her. He says that she's only a passerby and he tells himself that she's just a friend. He was wanting to deceive himself from thinking what he knows inside. He wants to stay away from this so called love but the more he tries the more he gets drawn into her charms. "I'm doing fine, just trust me, believe it or not." He said knowing that he was deceiving himself. He's not fine, the heart want what it wants and you can't stop it. ©loading_not_today 2018 Disclaimer: All characters do not belong to me. This plot is mine though so please be cooperative about the story as it is mine who write this. If you, by some point or, somehow found some same ideas and plot from somewhere else then just letting you know that it was made by coincidence. I work hard on my books so please DO NOT COPY OR PLAGIARIZE! Thank you, I hope you guys enjoy my book!

"I don't know what should I hate more. The fact that you never loved me or the fact that we're about to go on our own ways." He love me but I hurt him. I love him yet I let him go. "I hate you but why do I still love you?" ~ Jisung A/N: Short Story! Only Three Chapters!

You can love him as much as you want but that doesn't mean he'll love you just the same. "If you make me cry, you no longer mean anything to me when the sun rise." Crying helps you let out your stress and pain, including your feelings. In which he makes her cry without knowing. ©loading_not_today 2018

Written letters to him, she hoped to get an answer, but nothing came. "I can't sleep so please tell me why did you leave me behind?" ©loading_not_today 2018 A/N: Angst! *An ending you will have to think about.*

"What is it that you want?" A question and he doesn't know the answer to. What about you? ©loading_not_today 2018 A/N: Short story!