Being a girl in the mafia world isn't that easy. Especially not when you have enemies. Him being your enemy makes your life feel right. It's normal. It's normal to hear him scold you out. It's normal for him trying to kill you. It's either way normal for him to have you trying to murder him. Trying to make his life a living hell. What isn't normal is that you guys have to marry. Or that he is suddenly possessive over you makes you confuse your life. I mean, hello? We are meant to be enemies, not lovers.