Slipping down a dark path can be pretty self-destructive. Especially when you can't come out. "I need you, Charles... I need you now". ---- Disclaimer/trigger warning: This story is not for underage readers. It contains smut, use of alcohol/drugs, abuse, (domestic) violence and episodes of (light) depression Disclaimer 2: The personalities in my book are not similar nor related to their real-life personalties. This book is a fanfic story. I love the F1, but I do not know everything. I am sorry if there are mistakes. Started: 07-11-2022 Finished: 17-09-2023