Anorexia is a cruel thing. It flatters you with images of yourself , telling you that you need to be just a little skinnier. It does not stop until you are dead from starvation, dead from trying to make yourself beautiful.

If you relate to anything in this book, please pm me. Please.

If you need anything , just message me .

"I'll draw you a picture. I'll draw it with a twist. I'll draw it with a razor. I'll draw it on my wrist. If I do it correctly, a red fountain will appear. To take away my pain and to wash away my fear" *This is all fictional*

suicide (noun) the action of killing oneself intentionally. are you suicidal? you don't see why you should live anymore? no point in life? read this book before you commit suicide. #413 in #help on august 12th.

Selfharm quotes.

In this book there will be quotes and poems about self harm suicide and depression as I find it an interesting topic

***I AM NOT ENCOURAGING ANOREXIA, EATING DISORDERS, OR ANY OTHER FORM OF SELF-HARM***

My name is Rachelle, I'm 13 almost 14, I'm from Tennessee. I have three brothers. I'm very shy and quiet. Until you get to know me. Did I mention I was homeschooled? It sucks cause I don't really socialize. I met all my friends at church. Yes I'm a Christian. I believe in God. I'm kinda obsessed with 5sos (5 Seconds Of Summer) I love them. I've been obsessed them for about a year. So I haven't been apart of the 5sos fam long. I'm also depressed. There have been times when I've wanted to die. But this is my story.

Next time I smile... Look into my eyes and tell me what you really see...