"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." --Dr. Seuss -- "We were always on the same path, but he was two steps ahead of me, and I wish I could've caught up." This story is so cliche you'll die because the creative twist I decided to bestow on this fic is horribly frustrating. That's the point. To frustrate you. //Phan

Dan is a poor boy that can barely even pay his rent. Phil is a high-class music producer with a hidden other more dangerous jobs. When they bump paths, will Dan survive Phil's dark past jumping out at him, or will he crumble under the weight? ⚠️⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ ⚠️ -CURSING -BLOOD

Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their year. But yet, Dan is determined to find out what Phil is hiding behind his arrogant mask.

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with kickthestickz This story carries some warnings, however they're p much all spoilers except non-graphic violence and injury on one occasion, and non-described minor character death. No major character death and no self harm. Please message me if you think you'll need to know the TWs! To avoid spoilers, you can give me a list of things you don't want to read for whatever reason and I'll let you know if they're in the fic or not :)

completed ! 🖤 (8/17/18 to 12/02/20) Dan Howell is a camboy. At only eighteen, he's already become popular on many porn websites and has been involved with a magazine. Desiring for someone to trust to create his darkest fantasies with, he downloads Tinder, where he meets the sweetest man alive. But surely this man could find someone better than Dan, couldn't he? - cover photo by @star.eyed.howell on instagram mature themes and heavily inspired by other fics

'i'm straight,' dan muttered, tracing soft kisses along phil's jawline. in which phil is an artist and an aspiring baseball player, and dan is a sexually ambiguous jock. copyright; © 2017 @sullensivan

[pastel dan/punk phil] dan howell; an internet sensation, blogger and self proclaimed 'pastel prince'. phil Lester; the mastermind behind the city, technical crime-lord and overall coffee indulger. their paths never were supposed to cross, but sometimes paths are never certain. pastel prince// pastel dan + punk phil//2016 [highest ranking: #20 in detective]

"I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction

"We can't do this, it's a sin." "Well I'm a sinner." ::Christianboy!dan punkboy!phil)

"𝐃𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐩, 𝐝𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐏𝐡𝐢𝐥'𝐬 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤. 𝐃𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐡 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝. 𝐏𝐡𝐢𝐥 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬." 𝟓𝟔𝟏 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐏𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝟐𝟔, 𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟗 𝐚𝐭 𝟏𝟎:𝟐𝟑 𝐏𝐦