!!COMPLETED!! 34942 words 149305 characters 5055 sentences Started: November 23rd 2020 Finished: March 19th 2021 We were on the road. A race against time. We decided that we're going to leave. Leave this town for forever. We're never going back. We can't. Tw: Murder, suicide, gore, intrusive thoughts, self harm, anxiety, blood, puking, abuse, crying, yelling, (probably) F slur, overdosing, overall just death and mental illness. 1# in #dehmusical (idk the date, but it happened at one point)

"That sounds familiar. My friend online says that a lot." Connor and Evan both know each other through their screen names, and outside of their blogs and chats, they don't know anything about one another. Not even that they've been texting. - [includes all characters. general tw: disfunctional family, mental illness, drug use and rebellious behavior. Specific tws will be before each chapter if it's used heavily or it's not apart of this list, which isn't often] Open to constructive criticism and opinions!!

So I found this AU and I kinda fell in love... so I decided to write about it. It takes place after BMC, but when DEH would start. It includes ships like: Treebros, Boyf Riends, and Zolana. Mrs. Hansen and Mr. Heere got married, so Jeremy and Evan are stepbrothers. They are about to start a new school year at Evan's school. Their parents want them to get along and be friends, but they barely talk to each other. At least Jeremy has Michael. Evan has... well, he'll find someone. Hopefully.

Connor wakes up in a hospital after his suicide attempt and meets a psychologist, Dr. Sofía, from the city. One day a moving truck drives to the house across the high school, She moved to Connor's small town in New Jersey. She invites him over for dinner and that's where he meets him; Y/N L/N.

Huge thanks to @Saphirdrache / @Zitronendrache for the amazing cover. I absolutely love it. The world was always black and white. You always felt empty. They would always promise you that there's someone for you. All you have to do is kiss them and the world will turn right side up... ...They pray that it will turn right side up. **TRIGGER WARNING** Suicide Self-harm Anxiety Panic Attacks Abuse And a whole lot more - I know I'm evil haha September 25th 2017 - December 11th 2017

Unlike the majority of weird things that happened to me, I'm glad you happened, because I was able to find someone who listened. Cared. Understood, no matter how weird shit got. I found...a friend. And..you know, maybe something more. So let's face the inevitable, okay? ••• Dear Evan Hansen Fanfic (no one asked for this lol i'm sorry) (note: this story uses she/her pronouns for reader) I DO NOT OWN DEAR EVAN HANSEN OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM. THE ONLY THING I OWN IS THIS STORY, NOT DEAR EVAN HANSEN ITSELF. pop culture references (or any known reference) made in this DO NOT belong to me but to their rightful owners -started: feb. 9, 2018- -ended- june. 23, 2019-

Jared is forced to go to a summer camp, where he falls in love with his bunk mate.

WARNINGS: mental heath issues, cussing.

Evan still hasn't moved on. The death of Connor Murphy was enough to tip him over. Or was it? Evan claims he doesn't want anything to do with things that remind him of Connor. But why push those away? It's been 2 years. Year one was the worst. The only reason Evan is still alive is because he's terrified of self harm. Just because of what happened to Connor. Evan can't stand it, he can't stare at a knife or even a razor for very long without breaking down into tears. Year two was slightly better. Evan wasn't as depressed as year one. Jared was helping him cope with Connor's death. Evan did space out a lot, or even cry over something that's not even sad. I guess you could say he was like a girl on her period. Some days happy, others, pretty upset. Currently, Evan has a job, Jared's in college and they both live together. What happens when one event leads to another, and Jared finds something that might help this case. Something pretty important... Will Evan face this problem or will he disappear like Connor did? ~~~ Ok this description wasn't the best (I'm sorry) but yes, this is the sequel to Sincerely, Me *WARNING* language is used so read with care Also this is G A Y so if you don't like the thought of that, then don't read this ART IS NOT MINE CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE PLOT IS MINE enjoy!

COMPLETED: Connor Murphy; the 'emo kid' with depression. Evan Hansen; the 'treeboi' with social anxiety - the two losers of the school. A failed suicide attempt, disguised as an overdose acts as the unlikely event of bringing the two together. But coupled with Jared Kleinman, Zoe Murphy, and Alana Beck, and the myriad of problems that accompany the 'losers' of the school, nothing for them is easy. What comes next? Disclaimer: We do not own Dear Evan Hansen the musical! Benj Pasek, Justin Paul, and Steven Levenson are the creators. IMPORTANT: EVERYTHING is ALWAYS a reference. Cover Credits: Evan and Connor fanart: danroby | Overall cover: philocalic Authors: Infinity_Moon_36 and philocalic Completed July 21st, 2018 HR: #1 || dearevanhansen #1 || connormurphy #2 || treebros #16 || depression