He was a lonely child. But he had one friend. A friendship born from need, a friendship that has stood for almost thirty years. A friendship that has developed, developed to the point that each needs the other to survive. But Sherlock needs to leave. And he doesn't know how he will survive. He relives it, every moment of the thirty years they have spent together. But it will finish. As Sherlock Holmes stands on the top of the building, looking at his oldest friend, flatmate, colleague, lover, he wonders if he made the right choice, becoming John Watson's friend. Because Sherlock needs to leave John. And Sherlock doesn't think he can. DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the Sherlock characters, they were all invented by the amazing Sir Arthur Conan Doyle and physical descriptions and some plot lines belong to BBC's Sherlock.

The Fall. John Watson believed his fiancé was dead for two years. Sherlock Holmes returns to find his fiancé married. Yet neither can forget. Neither are willing to forget. Both wish for their Forever. But there are obstacles in the way. Now and Forever is the sequel to All my Life. It is strongly suggested you read All my Life first, although not completely necessary. DISCLAIMER: all rights go to Sir Arthur Conan Doyle for the invention of Sherlock Holmes and most of the characters or the BBC for several character descriptions and personality traits. THERE ARE ORIGNIAL CHARACTERS OF THE AUTHORS INVENTION IN THIS FANFICTION. Contains: Johnlock, Parentlock, Sheriarty, Mystrade, Adlock and Mary.