This is cancerous..

Title: Milk. Pairing: Ryden. Rating: NC-17. Word Count: ~3500. Warnings: Enema, choking, rimjob, BDSM relationship with previously established safewords. Summary: Ryan knows what he has to endure in order to get the reward. Brendon knows that he has to go slowly. "What all these people are doing is not aggressive; they are inventing new possibilities of pleasure with strange parts of their body - through the eroticization of the body." (NOT MINE READ AT OWN RISK)

~WARNING! This story has strong suicidal thoughts and self-harm, so if you are sensitive to this topic, please DO NOT read!~ (Y/N) is a 20 year old male, who feels as if he has no purpose in life. He has suicidal thoughts and has major depression and anxiety. He has surrounded himself with friends that weren't friends, but more so, people that were just there so he was not alone even though he still felt alone all the time. His family had never quiet understood him because he could never fully explain to them what he felt like. He could never explain to anyone how he felt like because he didn't know how to or how to even begin to explain. One day, he finally decided that he would end it all. Jungkook is a 21 year old male who has a burning passion for singing and dancing. He has everything that anyone could have asked for; a comfortable home, friends and people he could talk to, a loving family and a well-paid job that he liked to do. But there was one thing missing from his life that he always wanted but could never find, a special someone. While going for a early morning jog, he spotted a certain someone in a dangerous predicament.