Finley Harris has survived five years of hell, but when she meets Spot Conlon, someone with as much of a violent soul as she, her limits will be tested. Will her madness take her over, or will she find the love that has eluded her for so long.

One day exploring your new apartment and just London in general, you run into Dan Howell. You freak out inside but on the outside your blushing like mad and becoming great friends. As the story goes on, you meet new friends that may cause exestenisal crisis's..But isn't that life? ********************** Cover by Doodles14

Dear Virgil Sanders, Today is going to be a good day. And here's why... okay well... maybe today isn't going to be so good. Maybe today just isn't my day, or my week or even my year. Because this year all my hope relied on Patton and even he didn't care! I wish today would be better but it won't and I know that. But tomorrow, just maybe something better will be waiting for me on the other side. Sincerely, Me. Completed 1/3/19 TW: Heavy themes of depression and anxiety! Mentions of suicide! Bullying! If you are unsure just don't read this fic!