How do you get your life back when you have gone through hell? I wouldn't know; it has been two years and a half and I barely survive each day. Oh! I pretend I'm alright, teaching my classes, working on my research, going out with my friends, hiding behind a mask of normality. But this is just a facade. I can barely sleep most nights and often have nightmares that leave me drenched in sweat. My life is just plainly pathetic until I meet one certain student's older brother. My name is Anthony, I am twenty-nine and I am going to tell you how I submitted to the love of my life. I am a Dominant. I love to have total control over my partners, giving commands that they obey, managing every aspect of their life. I guess this is my way of coping with the childhood I endured around my controlling and abusive father. I thought I had found the perfect Submissive but he left me, feeling too oppressed under my dominance - I admit I am excessively strict - so I am still searching for this special someone until I meet my little brother's math teacher. My name is Ethan, I am thirty and I am going to tell you how I subdued the love of my life.

British band Purple Envy are heading for the States, and Scott Connors, Oliver Godfrey, Luke Cartwright, and Demitri Fitzpatrick are quickly becoming the most famous people in the world. They have the world at their feet and their roles to play: Luke; the lead, Oliver; the eye candy, Demitri; the mystery, and Scott; the talent. But across the pond, lust, greed, envy and lies await each member. For some, it's drugs, for others, the pressure of fame. But for Scott Connors, it's falling in love with best friend and band mate, Oliver Godfrey. Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/user/holliepop4/playlist/1NDwGDV1BxhWEiHD0xqVjI

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The same cliche story of a nerd and jock falling in love. But what happens when the nerd turns out to be a boy that doesn't take shit from anybody and plays hard to get. And the jock a little too trusting. ⬇️⬇️Sneak peak⬇️⬇️ "Fine, we will do the project together." He said throwing his hands in the air, as he surrendered. I just smirked with my victory. "But in one condition; we do it outside the school. I don't want people knowing I'm hanging out with you." He said giving me a disgusted look. "Don't worry, I don't want people knowing I'm hanging out with a dumbass either." I snapped back. "Listen here you." He said while grabbing my collar. "Your little mouth is going to get you in trouble someday." He said between gritted teeth. "I'm sorry, my mouth can't control itself when it's presented to stupidity as low as yours." I said with a smirk crafted on my face. His face turned red and you could see a small vein pop out of his empty head. .......... Find out what happens next.

Being in love with a straight boy is a straight-up nightmare. Especially if it's been like that for years. But it's even worse when he's your best friend's brother, who has a girlfriend that's there to remind you how straight he is. That's when it becomes torture. (Standalone | Book 3 of the Full Spectrum series) Written: June 2018 - November 2018

Rudy Sampson hates a lot of things. He especially hates his job and the new guy that works there. Right up until he doesn't. This is the tale of how Rudy and Miles fell in love. (BoyxBoy)

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Isaac Harley is Eton's devilish delinquent, and Josiah Beckett's the pretentious prefect. At least, that's what the two have always presumed of each other, their true selves buried under a facade and hidden like a sin. Neither one would've ever guessed that all it took was one fateful night, one of hazy minds and absolute misery, for their masks to slip off. For them to strip each other completely bare--naked in body but more exposed in places unseen. Neither one intended for this night to happen--raw, wanton, burning hot. Neither one was prepared to touch the untouchable. 05.05.19 - 11.17.19

• BOOK #1 OF THE PRINCELY SERIES • Alabaster has been called many things in his life. Good things, bad things, mediocre things. And at this point in, he's stopped caring what other people think. That is until he crosses paths with a man at the club he works at. He's got nothing to lose and nothing to gain and somehow ends up in bed with the stranger. After discovering his real identity Alabaster begins to weigh the possibilities and does what he can to keep emotions out of the way. But soon he can't help but fall hard for the charm and charisma. And when a war that's been waged for centuries begins to throw problem after problem their way Alabaster starts to doubt that a relationship with the stranger could ever last. But the man will do everything in his power to bend the little incubus to his will, whatever it takes. WARNING: 18+ MATURE CONTENT, INCLUDES LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SCENES, RAPE