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"What if I was gay?" "I'd fuck you." //Phan I was 13 when I wrote this please feel free to read anything else I wrote down the line, babes.

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

in a world where your moods are visible above your head, displayed through pictures and icons, it's impossible to hide your true feelings. however dan howell seems to be lacking this. labelled as an emotionless freak, dan is outcasted because his moods are never visible. that is, until an endlessly happy boy named phil wonders why.

Dan's lost in a world of depression, drugs and self harm, and he's had enough. Well, that's until he meets a blue eyed boy called Phil in the most unexpected way. [COMPLETED] TRIGGER WARNING Highest rankings: #1 IN DANIEL HOWELL #9 IN AMAZINGPHIL #12 IN PHAN #7 IN DAN #1 IN PHANFICTION #335 IN DEPRESSION

[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016

Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.

Dan Howell is popular. He's also been released from an eating disorder clinic a few months ago. Only one of his friends know about it, at least thats what he thinks. He goes to a party and wakes up to a text from an unknown number. One simple word: Eat! Phil Lester isn't popular but he's no unpopular. He notices someone though, a boy who never eats (at school at least). One day he goes to a party and gets the number of this boy so he can text him one word. Will Phil ever reveal who he is to Dan?

" Phil Lester is on the edge of suicide. " or in which Dan can see everyone's deepest secret simply by looking at them.

"Didn't you wait for me?" "How long was a I meant to wait?" His eyes narrowed "Cause you sure took a long fucking time" --------------------------------------------------------------------- Time flew quickly at home, your time spent occupied with essays and exams, all of them piling up over your head, so much so you barely had time to think about him... But he always seemed to manage to slip into the slightest crevice or break in your mind, a picture of his smile distracting you from work. His chocolate eyes making you crave his touch. And his soft sweet pale lips making you dream of fond distant memories you longed to relive. 6 months. A year. Time seemed effortless with Daniel Howell. ---- Everything comes crashing down when (Name) returns from Australia, seeing the love of her life right before her eyes, break down, like she had down only a year beforehand. SEQUEL TO HOPELESS - READ THAT ONE FIRST SLOW UPDATES 1 - Hopeless Spin off - Friction 2 - Hopeful