Sequel to Step Into the Sun Due to an attempt, Connor doesn't remember Evan. Now, both of them are desperately trying to get his memories back. Little by little, memories are coming back to him. But will some things be forever forgotten? Disclaimer: art by Ziksua, NOT ME!! And this is a fanfic, I don't own the characters. However, I DO own the story/plot I guess In addition, I am in no way trying to glorify anxiety or depression. Highest rankings: #1 evanhansen #1 alanaxzoe #1 zoemurphy #1 christinecanigula #3 jaredkleinman #4 connorxevan #5 jeremyheere #6 deh #8 richgoranski #7 jakedillinger #15 connorxevan #19 alanabeck #14 christinecanigula #9 dear #70 boyfriends

Alright I know everyone loves the "If Connor Murphy never died" storyline but this is my take on it and I'm honestly I'm love with it. Sorry for references throughout this, feel free to like or comment. And extra points for anyone who can guess the musical reference made in the title of this story... just saying...

| d.e.h. | connor/evan's p.o.v. | It's not unusual at such a big school to not really know everyone in your class. Actually I only really know most people by their first names, and that's simply because of roll call. But, there is this Evan kid that sits at my table. I don't really talk with him much, in fact I'm sure we've only had AP bio related conversations. God I wish we could talk more, as more than just table partners. Ah fuck, we have a lab, and the pairings are on the board. I scan until I find my name. "Connor and Evan"

Evan Hansen had always had such a constant stutter and such a bad stammer that he hated it. He hated the slight lisp, the mispronounciations, the speech therapy he went into, so one day, he just stopped. He stopped talking. He learned simple sign language phrases to help him, and what he couldn't sign, he wrote down. But, nobody really tried to talk to him anyway, so he thought it didn't matter. Connor Murphy seemed to be one of the only people who didn't mind Evan not talking. Actually, he seemed to be the only one who was accepting of Evan. Nobody needed to talk to communicate, and he kept that in mind as he talked to Evan, and as Evan signed or wrote back to him. November '18 rated: #2 in #treebros

So... Connor is trans and just moved into town. THIS IS FLUFFY AND POSSIBLY EMOTIONAL (no smut sorry my dudes) My Grand Plan *finger guns* for this is very emotional and shit but it's fluffy, so... um I was going to add something else but whoops guess not. ----- [Story is mine, characters are not]