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" Having a crush really hurts, y'know? "

A Diary

*Her* Crush ko siya. Sana crush niya rin ako kaso may crush ata siyang iba. Shete saklaaap! *Him* Crush ko siya. Hindi ko maamin. Natotorpe maybe? Kaso meron na ata siya. Huli na ko.

A 14 year old girl who finds feelings for a boy she never imagined she would. What happens? Does he like her back?

I think of you. I think of you in the very depths of my mind. Like Lava you flowed through, Burning my brain cells to dysfunction. A collection of original poems and prose about Love, Pain, and Poetry.

This book is just going to be about some poems, or feelings towards crushes. Some are good and happy but some are bad and sad. Just things that you can relate to about your crushes. -Vanessawright73

Poems about life Poems about happiness Poems about sadness Poems about gain Poems about loss Poems about everything

from the moment I experienced pain, from the moment I experienced suffering, it lingered inside and never depart, it's never easy and its killing me silently. I tried to cry to ease the pain inside, in the thought that tears sweep away ills, lonesomeness and emptiness persist, to dwell in my spirit. until I discerned scribbling my pen, revealing my emotions, in an unusual tone. This makes me anxious, that others won't see it's worth. but this is my choice, to chase mode. and every time I cease, I'm filled with unexplained mirth. writing is a state of art, that glee and pleases my heart. -aslEonalliveS-

•Exulansis: the tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it •Sciamachy: a battle against imaginary enemies, against your own shadow. •Eccedentesiast: a person who fakes a smile For some people, this is how we cope with life. In three words, how we live is described. But I'm here to make sure our story is described with more words. More feeling. I'm here to make sure you know that you're not alone and your life can be described in more than three words. Words that make you feel like the sun is kissing you in the middle of winter, which is Apricity. Words that make the storm your living in feel like a light drizzle of rain, which is Sirimiri. Words that go into your ear sounding like wind against trees, which is Psithurism. I'm an addressing Numinous (describing experiences that make you fearful yet awed.) So here is my gift to you, my adoxography (beautiful writing of a subject little talked about). Here are my poems. Highest rankings- •#48 in poetry 12•16•17 •#36 in poetry 12•..•17 •#32 in poetry 1•10•18 •#26 in poetry 1•13•18 •#14 in deep poems 6•21•18 •#2 in deep poems 1•3•19 •#9 in deep poems 2•4•19 •#10 in deep poems 3•28•19 •#4 in deep poems 4•27•19 •#1 in deep poems 4•30•19 •#8 sad poems 8•19•20 •#1 sad poems 2•1•21 Trigger warning , deep topics talked about stay safe loves