How a Resurrection Really Feels written by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ around 2008. I am only posting as these are so hard to find and someone may want to read. I have a lot of them saved from wayyy back in the day, found them on a very very old laptop and managed to transfer them over, wanted to share as they are virtually impossible to find easily. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES

Posing in a Ballroom written by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ around 2008. I am only posting as these are so hard to find and someone may want to read. I have a lot of them saved from wayyy back in the day, found them on a very very old laptop and managed to transfer them over, wanted to share as they are virtually impossible to find easily. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES

The Black Rose Season written by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ around 2008. I am only posting as these are so hard to find and someone may want to read. I have a lot of them saved from wayyy back in the day, found them on a very very old laptop and managed to transfer them over, wanted to share as they are virtually impossible to find easily. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES

The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.

The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.

The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.

Iron, Neon Lights & Weed written by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ around 2008. I am only posting as these are so hard to find and someone may want to read. I have a lot of them saved from wayyy back in the day, found them on a very very old laptop and managed to transfer them over, wanted to share as they are virtually impossible to find easily. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES

[COMPLETED] Evangeline Kingston, an 18 year old, knows nothing of the outside world after having been confined to the walls of her home her whole life. All she's ever known is her fathers abuse towards her and her mother. For her, it's normal. Tobias Moretti, 21 year old mafia leader, makes a deal with Evangelines father after realising he's unable to pay his debt off. The deal is that Evangeline is given to Tobias in order to rub away his debt. Without hesitation, her father does so, throwing Evangeline into a crazy world she knows nothing about. Learning about the normal world is hard enough but Evangeline must learn about the mafia world if she wants to take her father and all of his contacts out. Tobias is cold, calculating and a perfect mafia leader. Evangeline is the opposite. She's innocent, kind-hearted and curious. Will his cold heart shut her out for good or open up to her forever? The real question is will Evangeline open up to Tobias about her past and accept the mafia life or will he eventually let her go for good? - "I'd give you the world if you asked for it, darling." "I'm not asking for the world though. I'm asking for ice cream. But it's nice to know what you'd do for me." - "You're really pretty." "Shut up," he grumbled. "You always say that." *Highest Rankings* #1 in trauma #2 in Arrangement #6 in Enemies to Lovers #6 in Mafia Life

"This is how it often goes, sold into captivity so long ago. This is how it often goes. God knows I would know." -Mothers (Lockjaw) As awful as it sounded, Josh's favourite letters were the ones that came from people who, for some reason, thought he'd want to be their boyfriend. That didn't make any sense to him. You'd have to be embarrassingly lonely to write love letters to someone who was slated to serve 76 years in prison. The sentiment was nice though.

Prequel/sequel to Lividity (Joshler) READ LIVIDITY FIRST "You're already dead. You just don't know it yet. You are sick, and I hate you and love you for it. You're a wreck, but I'm always going to want you." -Nicole Dollanganger (Creek Blues) ***Trigger warnings on necessary chapters.***