In Book One, Scent Of You, she chose IT. She chose the dark. She chose the smile that never quite reached human. She chose the thing beneath the mask. She stayed. But loving something like- IT -was never going to be simple. IT does not love gently. ITdoes not want softly. And IT does not lose. This is not the story of temptation. This is the story of what happens after- when fear turns into fascination, when obsession becomes mutual, and when a creature who feeds on terror discovers something far more dangerous: Attachment. IT is no longer chasing. IT's watching. IT's waiting. IT's curious. And curiosity, for something like IT has consequences.

"𝐎𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐈'𝐦 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬! 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭, 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠!" 𝐒𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐇𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐲 𝐁𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐱 𝐎𝐜 𝐇𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 #𝟒 in #𝐢𝐭𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟕 #𝟓 in #𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐛 #𝟓 in #𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐲𝐛𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬 #𝟏𝟑 in #𝐛𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠

She doesn't remember him. She shouldn't trust him. But somehow... she does. Troy Otto is dangerous. Unpredictable. The last person she should let in. And yet, he's the only one who stays.

They enlisted together. Same day. Same office. Same nervous jokes that slowly died the closer they got to the yellow footprints. Y/N, Cope, and McCaffey-three names about to be stripped down into uniforms, numbers, and expectations they didn't fully understand yet. Boot camp wasn't about who you were before. It was about who survived after. Y/N knew that going in. She wasn't naive. She didn't expect it to be easy and she definitely didn't expect it to be fair. What she didn't expect was how much distance could exist between people standing only a few yards apart-or how silence could feel heavier than shouting. Sgt. Sullivan was never meant to matter to her. He was a Drill Instructor for the male platoons. Untouchable. Unreachable. A presence she'd only glimpse across training grounds or hear echoed through the chaos of someone else getting corrected. He was regulation, discipline, control. A line clearly drawn. And she was just a recruit. But boot camp had a way of crossing paths that weren't supposed to cross. Of testing rules as much as it tested bodies. Of forcing people to feel things they had no right to act on. This wasn't a love story that started with choice. It started with proximity. With restraint. With everything unsaid. And somewhere between Guam memories, breaking recruits, and becoming Marines- Lines began to blur.

The streets of Derry were quiet again, but the silence was heavy. Rain slicked alleys reflected the dim glow of streetlights, and the city seemed to breathe under the weight of what had happened. Y/N walked alone, careful, strong, but she had changed. She could feel it now, the presence that had haunted her for weeks, months... years. She didn't see him, didn't hear him, but she knew he was there. Pennywise watched from the shadows, just beyond reach, his yellow eyes glinting like knives. He had never softened, never needed to. He never would. He was chaos, he was fear, he was always hungry. But she... she had earned his attention in a way no one else ever had. A smile curved his painted lips. He could step forward, reveal himself, claim her, terrify her, play with her like he had with so many before. But for now... he lingered. Patient. Waiting. Watching. Because some monsters were meant to follow, to haunt, to never truly leave. And some humans... were worth watching forever. And in the dark corners of Derry, Y/N walked on, alive, aware, and never alone. Pennywise's laughter echoed softly in the distance. Ghostly. Eternal. IT x Y/N #1 rank for Pennywise #2 rank for Bill Skarsgard #3 rank for Derry

"i had a feeling so peculiar, this pain wouldn't be for, evermore." book 2 / sequel to a wild thing (yes read that first) troy otto x fem oc pre/post apoc. started: 07.02.22 published: 07.29.22 ended:

ALAMORT (adj.) half-dead when he's not quite sane, but she isn't either Fear the Walking Dead - The Walking Dead fem!oc x troy otto started : february 6, 2022 ; in progress editing : in progress

"even if you lose it, it will find you, there's no way to stop it, so don't try to." ...... book 1 troy otto x fem oc pre-apoc. started: 10.31.21 published: 11.01.21 completed: 6.30.22

¡HITAUS! Walking into the living room, my heart felt like it dropped to my stomach as I came to a mid-stop. I wish that would actually happen so I could be dead right now, because death is better than the sight of Henry Bowers and his father standing by my favorite corner of the couch. My eyes flicked to my mother as she started to speak, who stood beside Henry's father. "[Y/N], this is Oscar Bowers, the man I told you that I've been going out with, and his son, Henry, but I'm sure you two already know each other from school. I invited them over for dinner." - HENRY BOWERS x READER

"You're insane Henry Bowers." With a smirk, his thumb ran across his ex's bottom lip, "You make me insane... You're like a f*ckin' drug." "Then give me up." she let out a breath "The problem is princess... I don't think I can." **** All rights reserved 2018. I do not own the storyline of "IT" or any of the characters in this story except for Lydia Greystone and her parents, I also own certain storylines of my own creation.