when you smile for real, you make me smile FOR REAL. billie eilish x oc completed

Dahlia is just coming to terms with her sexuality when Billie, the girl who stares too much and keeps popping up everywhere, comes to her school. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ {WARNING: This story contains foul language, mentions of sex, violence, mentions of abuse, mentions of sexual assault, molestation, and rape, and mentions of suicidal thoughts. There are trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters that mention these things!}

who would've ever known that one party could change your whole entire life? "don't leave, please." "i wasn't planning on it, mama."

"𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙨 , 𝙚𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙝" 𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚃𝚂 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 achieved #1 in #bisexual #1 in #bil #1 in #girlxgirl

"You really shouldn't but i need to kiss you once more," she says. I cup her face with my hands and I kiss her. I take my time and I kiss her, taking in every second of it. Billie pulls away and rests her head on mine. "I love you," I say. "I know you do," she says. She stands up straight, takes the promise ring out of her pocket and hands it to me. "I love you too, Em," she says before kissing my cheek and turning away and walking away. Away from me, away from us, away from our future. all trigger warnings in this story: -depression -self harm/mentions of self harm -explicit language -anxiety (ocd, ptsd, and general anxiety disorder) -mentions drug abuse -mentions of alcohol abuse -sex -homophobic slurs -language -police brutality

"promise me you're not gonna tell anyone" billie lowly told me while interlocking our pinkies together. "because if you do, i'll kill you, got it?" "is that a threat?" i giggled at her. "i'm being serious" she raised her brows up and looked at me. "i will kill you" "i promise" i sighed. "don't break it" promises always get broken, don't they?

"the name's billie." she said, her eyes glimmering.

"your favorite patient is back." dedicated to peyton moonson, rest in paradise darling 🙏🏻

"i need a pack of Newport menthol shorts, please," the girl murmurs, setting a candy bar on my counter. achieved #1 in eilish 12/11/2019

in which two girls come together to overcome their own mental and physical health issues.