Life. People wonder what our purpose is here. Most ask, why are we here? Others ask, what are we meant to be? What are we meant to do? Most just don't care. Most only care about the money and riches, or power and fame. But not me. I know a lot of people say this but, I really just don't. I don't care for the world. To be honest I'd rather not be alive, than live. This world is cruel. Its filled with hatred. I live in a family of twelve. Nine sisters and three brothers. Four girls dead. And one brother in collage. I pay for the bills. Day in, day out. Its how o keep myself going. Taking in the pain, letting out wasted love. That's my personal quote. I put it on my wall as motivation. Having to skip school sometimes for more hours at the bar. Still not making enough money to pay for bills. I don't know why. But I do it. Maybe for my own sake, so I can have a home. But I convince myselfni love my family. But the pain still gets to you. Even if you run. Even if you hide. It will always find you. I run from the ones who ask. From the ones who stare. From the ones who hate and judge. I can't help it. Living in the shadows is all I know. I do everything. I love them, but i dont know how much more I can take. But I can't hide from him. I can't hide from his shadows. And he always finds me. He is my pain. And my happy.

Bail Thornton was born with so many different problems. She had always thought of herself as a different person from the rest. She was born in a family of humans. Herself being one. Her favorite animal always being the wolf. But she never knew how important that was until her sixteenth birthday. Bail was an amazing old fashioned girl. She had never had luck with the boys, or girls in her case. Yes, she's bisexual. But almost no one knows that. She's used to being the only one there for her self, but she had always wanted that special someone to hold her tight and never let go. Through any storm. Bail has four other siblings, and a single mother up to date. She has no idea how big her life is going to change thanks to one boy, whom is the eldest son of her new step dad, and holds a big secret. *WARNING* I DONT GIVE A SHIT IF YOU THINK THIS BOOK IS BAD!! THIS IS JUST A STEAM BLOWER! I AM WRITING THIS FOR MY OWN BENEFIT! SO THE MORE I UPDATE THE MORE YOU SHOULD KNOW MY LIFE IS BORING! (or if people are telling me to update I would let you know in the update ;) )

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