Do you believe in happy endings? I don't. I had a perfect life, caring parents, a family that loved me. I could've had a happy life with friends, family and love, but of course I didn't got to keep that. When I was 6 something terrible happened to me. There was a fire. I survived but my parents wasn't as lucky. I don't know what started the fire or if I had any siblings. I don't remember. All I remember is pain, loss and screams. Now I'm here, 10 years later, with cuts on my wrists and a broken heart. I'm alone, I have nothing to live for, or wait maybe one thing, I have Justin. But sometimes, a good friend isn't enough. I'm sorry if I'm leaving you wondering what happened to me, the girl with cuts on her wrist and a broken heart. All I can tell is that I didn't got a happy ending. My name is Selena Marie Gomez and this is the story about how I lost, how I lived and how I died. yes hello it's future me! just thought I'd mention that there's a trigger warning on this for selfharm, death etc so please don't read if easily triggered! also as it looks rn I won't be updating this story for different reasons but we'll see what the future might bring haha