[Completed] Book 1 of the CRASH trilogy. Still reeling from the death of her parents, Smith finds herself in a dangerous situation after an unexpected encounter. Her life quickly spirals out of control, but will she get herself out before it's too late? AU. Trigger warning. Mature content. Achieved:- #1 in Billieeilish #1 in Billie #1 in Billiefanfic #1 in Ilomilo #2 in girlxgirl #4 in LGBT

In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell. Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own thing, subconsciously isolating herself from the rest of the world. Despite countless efforts, no one has been able to figure her out and Billie likes it that way- That is, until she meets Leilani. The pair possessed undeniable chemistry that simply cannot be ignored no matter how hard they tried. Brought together by chance, they become, just two people, taking it one step at a time, trying to help the other heal...

The average person is led to believe college junior, Billie O'Connell lacks commitment, manners and even morals in some cases. The 21 year-old frequently tends to spend her time at parties, doing drugs of limited kind, or participating in hook-up culture. Her character is challenged one Monday morning at a cross walk, when a cane hits her leg. That cane just so happened to belong to Julia Morales, a younger woman currently learning to cope with losing her vision. Hesitant at first, Billie opens her heart and joins Julia in her journey. (G!P)

"you wanna race eilish?" i shouted from my window and revved my car. "sorry i can't hear you!" i could see her laugh as she sped off. nothing can get better than this.

"you're trouble" i whispered. "at least you're having fun, right?" billie smirked while pulling me in. i looked into her icy blue eyes and nodded my head. "good"

tran•quil tranquil: free from disturbance; calm "you make me feel tranquil" she whispered while tracing small patterns on my arm. "i'm not trouble anymore" i told her quietly. "all this just for you jay" maybe they were soulmates... SEQUEL to 'trouble'

e•qua•nim•ity mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation "yeah and your ass almost died on me" i chuckled while i pulled jayden closer to my body. "and if i did?" she asked me quietly. "i don't think i would recover" i whispered. "what am i gonna do without my soulmate?" after a horrible car accident, billie and jayden continue to grow their love for each other. billies music career grows surprisingly fast while jayden is right by her the whole way. later through the years, they realize that the both of them aren't going anywhere. not now, not ever. who knew a second chance can lead to all this? TRILOGY to "trouble" and "tranquility"

Sequel to White Hot Forever. Two silent months after the tragedy went down at the O'Connell's family's cabin, the three girls try their best to put the past behind them. The last semester of senior year begins to unroll as new characters, drama and problems settle in Clearwater. The eeriness of the town feels heavier and the past seems to still be their present. Here Maddy and friends must find a way to get past the tragic events for their own sake....only some unwanted attention keeps them in the dark.

"Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire. I hold with those who favor fire...She was gone. The girl I had loved was taken by the glowing orange flames that surrounded her. The way the fire danced around her body was the last sight she saw, and with her world ending in fire...so did mine." When Maddy's girlfriend is suddenly murdered after moving across the country, her world is flipped upside down. The 17-year-old's "suicide" shocked the small town of Clearwater... Only Maddy knows it was no suicide. Her girlfriend's murder eats her alive day by day which leads her to try and solve the mystery of her death and bring her the justice she deserves. She moves to the last town her girlfriend was in before someone took her life. There she finds more than she searched for...including a girl with the most bewitching pair of blue eyes. Total Word Count Of Novel: 98,775 ( around 450 pages )