Everything hurt. The pain the flooded over my entire body. I could feel the blood seeping out and the bruises beginning to form as I just lay here on the kitchen floor. Despite all this, the worst pain, is feeling nothing. Inside I feel so empty and Broken. I cry but I don't even feel the emotion behind it. I just feel like a void inside me, never to be filled because there is nothing or no one to fill it with. And I hate it. She used to fill that void, with her kindness and compassion that never once wavered, with her smile that would light up my world. But now she's gone, And she left me in the darkness. Asher Greyson lives in a small town called Hillwood grove with his father and brother. It sound simple enough, but you when you look a little deeper you can see the truth. Asher's father abuses him to no end, he has suffered for the past three years with no escape from his hell. Jayson Walker's life was perfect. He was the king of the school, he was rich, and he was on the football team. But that all changed when his father passes away and his mother moves into there old house in Hillwood Grove to start a new life. What happens when the two boy cross paths? Will Jason sacrifice his life for the small boy in the corner? Will Asher forever be afraid of Jayson? Will it end in tears of joy or pain?

[BXB] Romeo, exhausted by his apathetic relationships, is desperate to prove to himself that he can find love. Rodney, reckless and exciting, is unlike anyone he has ever met. Instantly, Romeo is captivated and thinks that the love he seeks lies in Rodney. But there is an ugliness to loving Rodney that Romeo didn't expect and, as their relationship becomes more intense, he realizes that it's harder to separate love and obsession than he once thought. As the line blurs and love is contaminated by destruction, Romeo has to decide if Rodney is the answer to his prayers or the road to his downfall. [ november. 2022 - october. 2023 ]

A so-called "homicidal maniac" and an emotionless, cold-hearted boy. What could possibly go wrong? Theodore Smith is different, he tries to run away from his dark past while struggling with his mentally ill mother who is on the brink of falling into complete insanity. He blocks out all his emotions so that he won't have to face the pain he went through before. But should he? Grey Andrews is a cold distant boy, closed off from the outside world. His life was snatched away from him and with it his happiness too. He tries to run away from his feelings because he always believed that emotions make you weaker. But do they? What happens when these two painful lives cross paths? Will it end in bloodshed? Or will it change everything? Ranks: #1 in depression #62 in boyxboy

Alex has been looking for a sign from the universe. A sign to tell him that he needs to keep fighting. To live on for his brother who died in a tragic car accident. When Alex stumbles across a man in town wearing a blindfold, holding a sign that says, 'You are not alone. If you need a talk or a hug. I am here.' He takes it upon himself to approach the stranger. Was this the sign he has been looking for? - River has been a mental health advocate for three years. With his own demons battled, he takes it upon himself to support others. More specifically strangers. He has always found peace in helping those who suffer in silence. When River is approached by a man who expresses his depressive tendencies, he decides to take the broken stranger for coffee, out of fear of what might happen if he lets him go. River tells him to offload, release all the sadness and frustration he has into someone who knows nothing about him. But when he leaves, River can't stop thinking about him. It's not until Alex comes back a few months later to thank him for listening when he needed help the most. Alex has a lot to thank for his signs from the universe.

*COMPLETED* Rain, an introverted, bookworm with handsome features and a bad temper, moves to LA from a quiet, small town and the transition couldn't be more difficult. Lonely with no friends, he's tried to talk to people but nothing seems to be working until he meets a tall, mysterious artist sitting alone under a tree. The two become friends and Rain quickly grows unwanted feelings towards the shy boy. Rain learns more about this boy's tragic life, but the closer they become, the harder it is to help him from the terrible horrors he faces. Will Rain be able to help this boy or will fate have something else in store for them? boyxboy (so don't read if you cant handle the GAYYY!) Abuse/trauma *Edited* Leave lots of comments and votes ❤ enjoy!

Every summer Sebastian is sent to Florida to live with his Aunt and Uncle. He loves it! He goes from feeling unwanted and unloved to surrounded with affection and care from his two cousins and two other best friends. Not to mention Foster lives there. His crush, the boy he had liked for years. Foster's family runs the convenience store down the road and every year he promises the same thing. "I'm going to talk to him this time!" This year is the year for him. Minus all the struggles it really shouldn't be that hard, right? Maybe Sebastian will come to terms with somethings, such as how some women aren't meant to be mothers. "Can we fix him?!" "Ma'am there's nothing wrong with ADHD" Will all the criticism and constant neglect of affection finally push him to the edge, or will he have his happily ever after? Will he get the boy? *ADHD is not just some quirky thing to have it can cause many insecurities and hurtful feelings towards yourself. Let's try to be more understanding as people*

**SAMPLE ONLY** Locked in the castle tower without even a name, The Raven dreams of one day being free. He learns the hard way, it seems, that dreams are not meant for monstrosities like him- no, dreams are reserved only for those of high status and beautiful faces. Nevertheless, Raven yearns for his "knight in shining armor" to save him from his prison and love him unconditionally. **This book is now available for purchase on Amazon in both paperback and Kindle ebook formats. The link is available at the end of this sample.**

Jason Williams didn't think going out to dinner with his family was going to be any different than usual. Comments about his sexuality, some teasing from his brothers, and lots of paparazzi. You know, nothing strange at all. But a fight with his father made Jason storm out of the restaurant, down an alleyway, and suddenly his life isn't the usual anymore. He woke up in an unfamiliar dark room, and a handsome boy opened his door to explain. The snowy-haired genius was holding him captive until he got what he wanted. Life couldn't be worse. Warning: This book contains mental issues such as depression, schizophrenia, and others. If you're sensitive to that kind of thing, then you should probably think twice before reading this. Of course, if you want to read it and you're sensitive, I'm not stopping you. This book only touches upon the subjects; It doesn't go deep into suicide attempts and voices. Remember despite the hate these mental illnesses receive, I believe you. Mental illnesses are no joke, they're not something I try to use for views. I am not hating on the illnesses. I know it's hard, but they are relevant to the book so I had to include them. If you're feeling depressed, please talk to a counsellor. Or, if you're too scared for that, I'll happily listen and give you advice. Thank you! (I needed to include this because I didn't want people thinking I thought the mental illnesses were stupid. I don't, I promise. I love you, and I need you to keep fighting!)

Blaine. A peculiar boy with white hair. Every part of his body is covered with scars and signs of abuse. Depressed and suicidal, he cuts to escape the torment of everyday life, courtesy of his parents. It should've been a normal day at school, getting beaten up by bullies and ostracised by the teachers who'd rather spectate than help. But today, there's a new student. _ Luka. Maybe he's already won in this game called life. He's friends-no. Family, with way too many powerful people. He got pestered to go to school to finish his education despite not needing one, so he settled down in one of his residences and enrolled into a nearby school, not caring about the prestige it holds. Should've been a normal day, no? But when he walks past a cafeteria, he sees a white haired-boy, bruised and bloody.

Kairo was once a well-respected individual who prioritized family and friendships. Despite losing everyone he love and adored, he kept pushing forward, advancing his career, becoming someone everyone could talk to and depend on. As the last of his kind he strived to be an exemplary member of society. Until one day everything was ripped out from under him and he was abducted, sold to a superior, alien race. This is an 18+ story and will sexual content.