He told me that sometimes you just have to "break the rules" little did I know, it would end up breaking me.

"I want you to be my fake girlfriend." Ethan said. "No" I said and rolled my eyes. "I'm not getting Involved in your stupid boy problems" I said. "I'll do anything please." Ethan begged. I sighed and looked around. "Only for a week."

We would see each other at school and parties but when I saw him alone, he was a different person. He was my anchor but I never knew I was his distraction. He used me but I didn't know what for... I've taken every single drug but he was my drug, he was worse than any drug. "I didn't know you smoked." He asked me as he took a cigarette out of his pocket. "Because Of problems at home." "Me too, my mom abuses me." He showed me the scars on his face and they were all so terrifying. I didn't know how alike we were until that day. It all changed..... (SMUT WARNING!) ----- (Some of the topics in this story might be triggering and may be upsetting to some viewers)!

one night stand /wan nait 'stænd/ noun : a sexual relationship lasting only one night

sorry /ˈsɒri/ adjective :feeling sad or distressed through sympathy with someone else's misfortune :feeling regret or penitence

some people say that the most important things in life cannot be seen or even touched; they are felt with the heart. in that case, ethan didn't feel anything at all. his heart had almost become numb as a result of everything he had been through. but when an ordinary but somewhat alluring girl named jess stumbles upon ethan's rough heart, he is instantly captivated. because jess is capable of doing something no other person can do; she makes ethan's heart feel again. - cover by @korslay