Baekhyun doesn't know what he did do deserve any of it. First, his family and then people he didn't even know. He was never one to truly fit in with others, no matter what his friends did. His personal battles are unbearable, and he does his own way of dealing with it, but how far is too far? Who will stand by his side, and who will leave when Baekhyun needs them the most? Major Trigger Warning ⚠️ This story contains scenes with self-harm, suicide, and sexual encounters. Read at your own risk.

• COMPLETED • After his years of abuse, Byun Baekhyun has finally found love and his motivation to live. And with his pass demons nearly behind him, can he finally start living the life he's dreamed of? Can he finally love Park Chanyeol without fear or worry of repercussions? Or will his nightmares continue to haunt him and rip him from the one person who keeps him breathing? Will he ever be truly free? • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • Started: 3/19/18 Ended: 9/9/18 Plagiarism is a crime. Do not re-upload without author's permission.

In which a sad boy knows how ephemeral life is, yet he wants it to be as ephemeral as possible.

Where a boy, Byun Baekhyun, confesses to his crush, park chanyeol. They get into a relationship that goes down hill quickly. [TW: Abusive relationship, suicide. I wrote this when I was much younger so at the time I didn't see too much of a problem with it, but I just want to stress that abuse isn't something that should be glorified. The best bet 99% of the time would be to walk away from the relationship and cut ties with that person.]

his smile was the only thing that could cover up his tears his smile was the only thing that brought happiness to others his smile killed him

Sometimes you need to feel the worst to find the best things. Published 270117 WARNING: mention of suicidal thoughts, depression and loneliness. If you get triggered by any of these stuff, please don't read it. Your health comes first.

"I bet i can make you fall in love with me," Chanyeol said, smiling at the small human infront of him. "No thanks." Baekhyun answered, crossing his arms on his chest. "Why not? Afraid you'll lose?" "I'm afraid you'll leave once you win." --- 《PHILOPHOBIA: (noun) A fear of being in love or falling in love, a persistent, abnormal, and irrational fear of love and intimacy, of deep relationship with someone.》 " slow uptades "

Byun Baekhyun was born blind, and Park Chanyeol has always taken care of him since young. Park Chanyeol takes him to the rooftop one day to experience life, with the intention of letting Baekhyun feel normal for once. Until that turned out to the be the biggest mistake he had ever made.

• COMPLETED • For Byun Baekhyun, a color can say a thousand words. But what will happen to him when he loses all his color? Will he be able to survive his dull life? • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • Started: 3/10/18 Ended: 3/27/18 Plagiarism is a crime. Do not re-upload without author's permission. StarryNightAwards