"It was eerie even thinking about him after that day, knowing that it was all my fault that he was gone, that I'd lost him forever. Never again would I look into those beautiful blue eyes, or wake up beside him. I'd never have breakfast with him again, I'd never do anything with him again, because he was dead, and it was all my fault. I killed him." (1st book in the FM Trilogy)

sometimes life gives you a new opportunity; a chance to start over. sometimes you'll take it, and sometimes you won't. make no mistake, though; you'll always end up exactly where you should be, even if you have to keep it a secret for awhile.

Cyrus is the guy nobody knows. TJ is the guy everybody fears. Together, they're the secret anybody would love to get their hands on. Credit to @MariDefecates on Twitter for giving me the Muffin idea.

dear cyrus, you make me the happiest person alive. thank you for being you :) love, nobody special warning: there are errors in this book. when it's completed, i will go back and fix them. sorry in advance.

When Cyrus finds a playlist on TJ's desktop full of old love songs, he realizes that TJ has never been a scary basketball guy but rather a huge sap. TJ just wished Cyrus could realize that all of those songs remind him of a certain boy who likes chocolate chocolate chip muffins without telling him directly. With insecurities and fears almost set in stone, it's hard for TJ to admit that he has a heart aching crush on Cyrus who is trying to avoid just that. Of course, it doesn't seem like both of them are trying to get over each other when they're always together.