"I still feel pain, so much raw pain, but I can't be broken anymore." "I... I love you, Nikki. You and I both know this. I've told you everything I felt. I've poured my heart on you. Have you got anything to say?" "I love you but you've caused me so much pain, Yuki I don't think I can handle this anymore. Good bye." *Being in love with some guy is interesting. Not until you realize that that guy is your bestfriend. What will happen between Nikky and Yuki, separated for years, but always finding theirselves coming back for each other's embrace? Will they be too late? Or will there be a happy ending?

I knew I was a freak, I'm weird not stupid - even if I did act like it half the time. It wasn’t normal to be like me, to be afraid of things everyone loves, needs to survive even. I had always been afraid of it for some reason, among other things of course; I would rather die than have to face my fear. Everyone knew it but no one cared though did they? I was just another stupid kid in this stupid foster home. Another stupid kid that had been ‘dumped’ and no one wanted. At least, that's what I thought.