A short story about a 16 year old girl who is anorexic. Her parents are divorced, so she lives with her drunk, abusive father. A voice inside her mind forces her to make a lot of... changes...

***I Don't Eat Cupcakes*** "Cupcake?" I eyed the sugary snack and willed myself not to stuff the whole thing in my mouth. "No thanks. I'm not hungry." Lie "I ate before I got here." Lie "So I'm pretty full." In case you haven't guessed it yet that was also a big. fat. lie. Now why would I not want to eat a perfectly frosted chocolate cupcake with rainbow sprinkles? I mean, who in their right mind would do that? It's a chocolate cupcake! But I'm not in my right mind, I don't even know where my mind is anymore, all I have is a voice in my head saying-never mind. I'll just get straight to the point and tell you who I am. Hi. I'm, Diane Coleman and I'm anorexic.

"I can't help what I do, it's an impulse."

all that she ever wanted in life was to be skinny. and nothing that he did would change that. // rewriting; no updates until fully rewritten

about a broken girl who tried everything to be good enough for a boy and the girl who destroyed her. highest ranking: #42 in short story (9/8) COMPLETED: 11/18/16

"Slut." "Worthless." "Fat." "Ugly." "Whore." "Waste of space." These things are what Darcy Evans has been known as her whole life. At home and school. Every where she goes. She believes the things she's heard, if you hear anything too much you'll eventually start to believe it. She doesn't think she deserves to live, she starves herself and tried to commit suicide many times. When Jacob Luna comes to Darcy's school, he tries everything to get close to her but she just pushes him away. Will she let him or finally succeed in taking her life?

"Why do you have so much self confidence? Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror? if you haven't, let me help you. you look like Gloria from Madagascar." This runs in Iz's mind 24/7. She wants to prove whoever told this to her, wrong. To what extent will she go? Will it ruin her life? She doesn't care. All she cares about now is to be thin. That's all she can think about. And it slowly takes over. In enters Jude, a guy every girl would die for. Could love stop Iz from hating herself? Or will she let Ana take over? Disclaimer: This story deals with anorexia.

"I would kill to be skinny," She would always cross her arms and say. So she did what she said, she went killing, but the only person she was killing, was herself. //COMPLETED//

Why me? Why did I have to be part of that 2% of people with eating disorders? Why did I have to be juggled between treatment centers and doctors during the "best" years of my life? This is a memoir about eating disorders, yes, but not about having on, about where life leaves you afterwards.

"It started with fasting for a day. That day turned into two. Then three. Then four. Then I binged. I purged. I fasted. At first I just wanted to get to 120 pounds. Then 110. Once I hit 110 I wanted 100. I was at a size zero. I loved that number for some odd reason. Soon that number took over my life. Now, at 90 pounds, all I want to see is zero. 80, 70, 60 pounds will never be enough. I just want it all gone. I just want to see zero." "Zero is perfection?" Sarah asks. "Yes. Zero is perfection." I reply. "Even if it means dying?" She asks. "Even if it means dying."