{Niall's Pov}
I sat in my room with my back up against the wall with my hands over my ears. I wanted him to go away. I needed him to get out of my head.
You did this... His voice whishpered in my ear. I shook my head and he laughed. You know that your the reason I'm gone. I stood to my feet and reached for the door handle opening the door leaving the room slamming the door shut behind me. I stepped back from it and felt someone's hand rest on my shoulder making me jump. I turned around seeing that it was my dad.
"Niall are you alright son?"
"H-He's not dead..." I muttered looking back at the door
"Niall we've talked about this..." He starts and I cut him off and point at the door. He pulls me into his chest and hugs me rubbing my back. I shook uncontrolably hoping that someone would listen to me.
No one ever did.
{Book 1}
I laid on the large bed while I watched a man I barely knew as he slowly undid his tie. He wrapped it around his hand his eyes staring into mine.
"You're sure you want this?"
I held out my wrists for them to be tied and nodded. "Yes please"