Hanggang kailan mo matatawag ang sarili mo na DIE HARD FAN? Hanggang kailan mo sila kayang suportahan? Mapapansin ka kaya niya? Being a diehard fan is fun, but falling in love with your idol is hard.

They say, 'if you love someone, fight for that love' But they also say, 'if you love that person, let her go' But for me Loving someone means pain. Why? Because when you felt that pain, it means you are love that person enough to let him hurt you. "I have a lot of reason to give up on you but it only took me one reason to stay with you. But you? What did you do? You have a lot of reasons to stay but you gave up. Just like that, you gave me up so easily." "Matthew," I called him. "No. Just go. You already lose your chance to stay with me when you left me 4 years ago." I held back my tears and walk away. Love can leave a memory that no one can steal, love can also leave a pain that no one can heal. I'm Cassidy Raleigh Ramirez, and this is my story.

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