He said he loves me. Shawn actually said the words I've never wanted anything more in my life, yet for some reason...it doesn't feel right. Is it because he said it when I was falling apart? Or because it was only in response to me pathetically bringing up how I feel again? I don't want pity-love. I want love that's like exploding fireworks. I want love that doesn't leave me with doubts. I want love that inspires songs. I need to be loved for who I am, not because he misses me or is lonely. I want it to be easy, not so painfully hard. I don't want to feel like he's settling for me after having lost the person he truly loves. Mostly I want him to love me more than he's loved anyone else, and I know that's not possible. Highest Wattpad rankings: #1 in #shawnmendes 5/10/22 #1 in #mendes 4/4/22 #1 in #shawn 5/12/22 #1 in all three at the same time 6/5/22

in which a boy is told by his management to get a fake girlfriend - REWRITE OF MY OLDER BOOK, THE ORIGINAL "FAKE". the series was taken down for various different reasons, but i truly do hope you enjoy the rewritten version more, as i have matured as an author, and i feel as though the new book will be that little bit more realistic. feelings and reveries will come back in due course, so please look out for them. thank you :) - a shawn mendes fanfiction

When Jeanine Robinson goes to a concert of Shawn's with her best friend and brother. Things took a wild turn when the teen pop star's attention was fully caught by her. When he wants to see her again but things get more difficult because people can't know that their seeing each other. But when they find a way to see each other and keep it close... will things work out or will it fall apart when Jeanine is not ready to get involved in his fame. The ultimate fan experience with Shawn Mendes. ( cover background credit to - @imvallen on instagram ) - @Copyright 2014

🛑EDITING AND ADDING!🛑 When Maya did an application to become a tour manager at Island Records, she would've never thought that the tour she'll be managing would rather change her life. With the struggle of an abusive ex boyfriend and her sick morher in the hospital, Maya tries to balance her life between love and death. Pain and heartbreak. Will she get an escape from her chaotic life and still keep her love? Will she live het fairy tale or get defeated by life? Find out what happens with Maya in this book called Home. ( cover background credit to - @imvallen on instagram ) - @Copyright2014 - [this is an original that was previously posted on my Instagram account. Got a lot of love so share your love here to. I really hope you guys enjoy this book, just as much as I enjoyed writing it.]

i could still hear the music. it was muffled, but I could hear it.

in which a girl and a boy from worlds far apart fall in love. inspired by 'Nervous', a song written by Shawn Mendes Highest Ranks: #537 mendes

[sequel to egotistical] [on hold] 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐞 ➙ 𝘢 𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 *** "When you've had your heart broken by your own stupid mistakes, lyrics tend to flow out of you like a river breaking the dam. You write about the nostalgia, you write about the love you felt so intensely that your heart pounded out of your chest, and you write about the life changing heartache. The pain. Part of you wonders if you deserve it, if you deserve the ache in your chest that just doesn't let up. I still haven't gotten my answer for that. I messed up horribly, but does that really mean I have to suffer day in and day out? Who knows, maybe I do deserve it. A heartbreaker deserves heartbreak, right?" *** ©️Copyright 2019. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.com

"So what are they?" "Well my mind goes blank. It's hard to see. Like a migraine but I see blurred colours, lines and shapes. They hurt like hell."

Life's fun when you have a child and are trying to meet someone. Shawn Mendes meets Heather Flores. Enjoy the laughs, the tears, the oohs and awes.

He was so fragile, like the flowers his mother used to plant in his back garden, the ones cherry red that wilted too fast. Shawn was the cherry red flower, it was when he laid in my lap, our fingers intertwined and my arms around him, that I knew he would wilt too fast. © weepies. All rights reserved. [[TRIGGER WARNING]]