He said he loves me. Shawn actually said the words I've never wanted anything more in my life, yet for some reason...it doesn't feel right. Is it because he said it when I was falling apart? Or because it was only in response to me pathetically bringing up how I feel again? I don't want pity-love. I want love that's like exploding fireworks. I want love that doesn't leave me with doubts. I want love that inspires songs. I need to be loved for who I am, not because he misses me or is lonely. I want it to be easy, not so painfully hard. I don't want to feel like he's settling for me after having lost the person he truly loves. Mostly I want him to love me more than he's loved anyone else, and I know that's not possible. Highest Wattpad rankings: #1 in #shawnmendes 5/10/22 #1 in #mendes 4/4/22 #1 in #shawn 5/12/22 #1 in all three at the same time 6/5/22

in which a boy is told by his management to get a fake girlfriend - REWRITE OF MY OLDER BOOK, THE ORIGINAL "FAKE". the series was taken down for various different reasons, but i truly do hope you enjoy the rewritten version more, as i have matured as an author, and i feel as though the new book will be that little bit more realistic. feelings and reveries will come back in due course, so please look out for them. thank you :) - a shawn mendes fanfiction

i could still hear the music. it was muffled, but I could hear it.

in which a girl and a boy from worlds far apart fall in love. inspired by 'Nervous', a song written by Shawn Mendes Highest Ranks: #537 mendes

[sequel to egotistical] [on hold] 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐞 ➙ 𝘢 𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 *** "When you've had your heart broken by your own stupid mistakes, lyrics tend to flow out of you like a river breaking the dam. You write about the nostalgia, you write about the love you felt so intensely that your heart pounded out of your chest, and you write about the life changing heartache. The pain. Part of you wonders if you deserve it, if you deserve the ache in your chest that just doesn't let up. I still haven't gotten my answer for that. I messed up horribly, but does that really mean I have to suffer day in and day out? Who knows, maybe I do deserve it. A heartbreaker deserves heartbreak, right?" *** ©️Copyright 2019. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.com

"So what are they?" "Well my mind goes blank. It's hard to see. Like a migraine but I see blurred colours, lines and shapes. They hurt like hell."

Life's fun when you have a child and are trying to meet someone. Shawn Mendes meets Heather Flores. Enjoy the laughs, the tears, the oohs and awes.

He was so fragile, like the flowers his mother used to plant in his back garden, the ones cherry red that wilted too fast. Shawn was the cherry red flower, it was when he laid in my lap, our fingers intertwined and my arms around him, that I knew he would wilt too fast. © weepies. All rights reserved. [[TRIGGER WARNING]]

"Does it really bother you so much that someone for once, doesn't bow down to you?" ••• Growing up for Ophelia Ramirez was a challenge. She didn't have the best childhood growing up, her father worked hard to bring money and food to his family. She didn't have the latest phones, or the best brands of clothes. But she didn't take any of it for granted, if anything it made her work hard. So hard she got accepted to UCLA on a full ride. Ophelia got her degree and decided to build a business. One she put her whole heart and mind into, in hopes of repaying her parents and giving them a better life. Started 12.02.18 ||Ended... Copyright © ILLUMlNATE 2018

Book #2 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "What are you doing here?" I gasp, my body going numb and my face expressionless. I may appear unaffected and unbothered, but that couldn't be any farther from the truth. Shawn just shakes his head, running his hand through his hair and looking at me in an all-too-familiar way. "Hey babygirl. You know exactly what I'm doing here." - COMPLETED June 22, 2018 This book contains explicit material.