Look at me, not too close, though, just from the outside. What do you see? A smile? Friends? Happiness? Joy? Everything that I could ever want? A perfect life, if you wanted to go that far. Now, look a bit closer. See those bags under my eyes? Hear the pain in my voice? The fatigue in my movements? Cautious glances, fearful expressions, the flinches at the slightest touch? Do you see that? Well, ignore it. Because, Fuckboys Are Fine. ------------- WARNING: This story contains some mature themes and triggering topics, please read at your own risk.

They told him to stay away. They told him that he was crazy, that he was gone. But what if he is crazy? All the best people are. <<COMPLETE>>

#21 in Lams July 30th Cliche College AU- Alexander and John were were first introduced to each other in, nonetheless, the most least charming and romantic place for sparks to fly. Snotty nose children, wailing and crying babies and the stench of germs. Yet, romance blossoms for one of the two. But, both of them knowing that they would never see the other again, abandoned their romanticism and turned their noses up at their feelings. That is, until they discover who their roommates are. -- I mean read this if you want, the plot is weird and it needs work and I'm not too proud of it, it being my first fanfic but enjoy what the hell you want

"Just a few more weeks," I whispered, swallowing my pills. "Just a few more weeks." In which John Laurens was born Jessica Laurens. trans!Laurens (I thought I'd give this a try)

Hamilton AU where, after John's death his ghost gets attached to Philip.

Another basic modern college au sorry Literally stereotypical to every college au fic u read (yes there is a storm chapter) with a FEW plot twists bc you know meee ;) When Alexander Hamilton accepts a scholarship into King's College he meets an amazing new group of friends, in doing so also finding the one and only, John Laurens. Alex and John both persue a romantic relationship, but with Thomas Jefferson on Alex's back wreaking havoc, a rocky past to hide, mountains of school work and John's abusive home-life will Alex be able to survive college and protect the love of his life without crumbling under the pressure? Warning: deals with themes of abuse, alcohol, sexual themes, coarse language, self-harm and disorders (depression & ptsd)

Another Lams Modern au for my beautiful friend @pinkerthanpoland :3 Alexander, John, Hercules and Lafayette live together in an apartment and live their daily life with lots of working, fights and love~ I will put my whole heart into this for my friend because that's what she deserves~ I hope you'll like this story and have a nice time here Picture credit goes to: xrippuino on tumblr~